“It’s ok. I had some time to think while you were working.”
“Oh?” His dark eyebrows rose.
She nodded. “Mmhmm. I’ve decided tonight is the night.”
“Excuse me?” He folded his arms across his wide chest.
“You know exactly what I mean, Sawyer. I know you and Jack think I need time to ease into this, but I don’t. I’m done with you treating me like I can’t handle it. I know exactly what I want. I’ve been thinking about if for three long and lonely weeks. Three weeks to consider your offer. And I want it tonight.”
“Lily, you’re not ready.”
She held her hand up, pressing it into his chest. “I know how this works. You want to be inside my ass, don’t you?” She couldn’t believe she said it. It was like she had an out of body experience.
His eyes widened. “You better watch what you say.”
She leaned into him. “I want it to be yours. I want you to take it. Please, Sawyer. Say you’ll fuck me tonight. Be my first.”
He closed his eyes as a groan escaped his throat. “I don’t want to hurt you, Lily.”
“You won’t.”
He shook his head. “You don’t know that. You haven’t had time to let your body adjust.”
“I know when I’m with you I want you so badly I hurt all over. I need you, Sawyer. And I liked it last night. I liked where you put your tongue, your fingers, the plug.” She looked down. “I don’t have to think about anything else. Give me something I’ve never had before. You promised I could count on you.” She tried to think of all the things she could say to present a stronger argument.
“All right.”
Her eyes flashed to his. “All right?”
He n
odded, crushing his lips to hers. He pushed his tongue inside, drinking her in. She let him drown out all the other thoughts. The fear. The anxiety that had clung to her chest.
“If you can handle this next part, I’ll do it.”
She gulped. “Next part?”
His fingers quickly worked her button on her jeans. He shirked the denim over her legs until she was standing in the panties the CEOs had bought for her.
“Shouldn’t we close the door?” she whispered.
He shook his head. “You know that’s not the rule here.” He took a deep breath, raking his eyes over her half-naked body. “Hands on the desk and spread your legs.”
She looked over her shoulder. “What are you going to do to me?”
“Bend over,” he commanded.
The fear coursed through her, entwined with a rush of excitement.
She leaned over the desk, pressing her palms into the rich mahogany. She squealed when he snapped the thong between her cheeks.
He pulled it forward, rubbing the strap against her clit.
“Ohh,” she moaned.
He snapped it again, and she felt the pain. She stiffened.
Then Sawyer was on his knees. His face pressed to her bottom. He spread her cheeks without warning as his tongue swirled over the forbidden hole.