Lily looked in his eyes. “Are we doing this tonight?”
Sawyer smiled at her, brushing her hair from her face. “I think we all know it’s going to take you a little time to adjust to having both of us inside you. But there are a lot of things we can do.”
She nodded. “I don’t want to disappoint you.” She looked at Jack. “Either of you.”
“You can’t, sweetheart. The longer we have to wait for that sweet little ass of yours, the better it’s going to be when we finally get it.”
Her eyes widened. “Oh God.” She went limp in Sawyer’s arms.
Sawyer squeezed her bottom. “Fuck, Lily. I want your ass now. There’s no way it could ever disappoint me. You could never do that. We’ll make sure you love it. We’ll worship you, baby. All of you. From your head to your toes to that perfect pussy of yours in the middle. We’ll make you feel better than you’ve ever felt. You have us both. All the things we can do to your body. Even things you’ve never thought possible.”
She breathed deeply. “I liked everything you did. All of it,” she whispered. “I thought I waited too long tonight. I thought the offer was gone.” The sadness enveloped her again.
“Hey, we would never let you slip away from us. Never,” Sawyer reassured her. “I think we would have been willing to extend it even longer if you needed.”
“Really?” she searched his eyes.
Jack chuckled. “You don’t know how rare you are. How precious you are to us already. We would have given you ten different offers before we would have walked away.”
“What if I’m not any good at this? What if I can’t be your girlfriend and yours? I don’t know how to be there for both of you—it’s all so surreal. And that’s on top of the sex, which I haven’t exactly wrapped my mind around how that even works.”
“It takes time. And we’re in this together. We talk about things. We communicate, sweetheart. You have to tell us what you need. And we do the same. You’ll see.”
There was a question she had been stewing over, but she was afraid to ask. She had to get it out there before this commitment began. She couldn’t enter into something like this. Make herself so completely vulnerable. Give her body in a way she had never considered without knowing if this was going to be safe. She had to be respected. No one had put her first before—if she didn’t, she wasn’t sure anyone would.
“I’m not sleeping with anyone else,” she sputtered. “Are you?”
Jack’s eyes widened. Sawyer choked.
“Well, are you?” she pressed. “A leftover bridesmaid, maybe? Or one of the girls in advertising?”
“Lily, we take this seriously. There are no other women. There will be no other women. Only you,” Sawyer growled. “We fuck only you”
“The three of us agree right here. Right now. There’s no one else.” Jack lost his jovial tone.
Lily inhaled sharply. It was what she wanted. The promise she needed to hear. “No one else,” she whispered.
“No one,” Sawyer echoed.
“This is happening?” Lily looked between then.
“It’s happening.” Sawyer tucked a protective hand around her waist.
Jack put his arm around her shoulder. “Let’s get you home. We have a lot to show you.”
Sawyer turned off the lights and closed the door to her office.
This was definitely one weekend they were all taking a little time off.
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Sixteen
Lily
Lily was quiet on the car ride to the penthouse. She could only imagine what she had signed on for. It was like she was having an out of body experience. She couldn’t believe she had agreed to this, but she couldn’t imagine not doing it. They had made promises to each other, she needed them to keep.
They had brought her body to life in a new way. Each one driving bliss out of her core in his own way. It didn’t matter if it was Sawyer or Jack—together they had touched her like she was a goddess. They wanted her. She had no doubt. And that want made her feel whole. It made her feel like she had a place where she belonged.