Precum dripped all over my other hand after my words sunk in and I finally couldn’t resist grabbing him and stroking. I used his fluid to coat the skin of his cock before sliding my fist up and down his length. Xander let out a groan of relief and punched his hips up into me.
I let him have a few strokes before I moved my fingers lower to tickle his balls.
“Benny,” he breathed. “Benny, please, baby. You’re killing me.”
His breathing was labored and his hands reached for the sides of my face to force me to look at him. His eyes were wild and his skin was flushed. Fuck, he was stunning like this.
“You’ve reached the begging stage already? Hm, I like it.” While I spoke, I moved my fingers even lower to massage the skin below his sac and sneak a fingertip farther back to tap lightly on the crinkled skin of his hole. Xander sucked in a breath as his eyes searched mine.
“Do it,” he whispered. “Want you to feel good. Just go easy, okay?”
The fact that he was going to let me fuck him because he knew it would make me feel good was enough to make my heart swell. I just wished I wasn’t so goddamned scared of fucking it up somehow and disappointing him.
“You sure?” I asked around the lump that was forming in my throat. “We don’t have to. You know I love bottoming too.”
His face softened into a smile as he gazed at me. “I’m very sure. I love you. I want to feel you and be with you every different way possible, Benny.”
I reached over to grab the bottle of lube on the bedside table and dropped it on the bed by his hip. Then I kissed my way across his stomach to his cock again and gave it several more good sucks and pulls.
“Turn over, babe,” I said, raising up on my knees and patting his thigh. He flipped over without question and tucked his knees underneath him.
I felt my breathing speed up as I looked at the long expanse of his beautiful back and the rounded cheeks of his muscular ass. I leaned down to kiss and nip at those glorious cheeks before moving my hands to pull them apart.
“Benny…?” Xander looked over his shoulder, realizing what I was getting ready to do. My mouth landed on his hole. “Oh my fucking god!” His voice cracked as I laid into him with my tongue. “Mmpfh… mm-hmm… more,” he begged.
I knew the more time I spent rimming him, the better off he’d be when I entered him. But the more I feasted on him, the harder I got, until I just couldn’t wait any longer. I grabbed the lube and opened the cap before squeezing some out. It was cool and slick on my fingers as I finished stretching him out.
I forced my eyes away from his opening to see how he was doing. From the sounds of his sweet gasps and moans, he was feeling just fine. His face was mashed into the bed covers and his ass was propped in the air. I wrapped one arm around his waist and leaned across his back to kiss the side of his face.
“Please,” he whimpered. “I need you.”
I flipped him over onto his back and settled my cock against his. Xander’s legs immediately wrapped around me, ankles locking behind me. “Want to look into your beautiful face as I take you,” I murmured. “Want to know I’m finally inside you in every way.”
“Bennett,” he breathed. His eyes were wide and reverent, and I knew he was completely with me in that moment.
“Xander.” I moved my hips until the head of my cock pressed into him. The hot squeeze of his body around mine was unlike anything I’d ever felt before.
Absolute heaven.
Chapter 35
Xander
I was pleasantly surprised at the lack of pain when Bennett’s dick slid into me. He’d relaxed me to the point of a horny nirvana before entering me, and my body stretched to accommodate him with little trouble. He kept mumbling comforting words, reminding me to breathe and push out, but he went so slowly it drove me crazy. His body hovered above me and his eyes locked onto mine. Little divots of worry marred his forehead, and I reached up without thinking to grasp the sides of his face so I could pull him down to kiss away the worry lines.
“S’okay,” I said with my lips against his skin. “Feels good, baby, but please move, okay? Wanna feel you.”
Bennett began to pulse his hips, dragging his cock out before pushing it back in again. With every move he made, his length went deeper and deeper until I finally felt his balls brush against my ass. His taut abdominal muscles pressed into my erection, dragging the skin up and down with each stroke into me. My nerves were firing in every direction and I couldn’t focus on what felt better— the delicious slide of Bennett’s stomach against my cock or the complete fullness of his dick inside of me. I felt him everywhere at once and it still wasn’t enough.