I nodded. “Me too. I need to see you…”
Bennett nodded and I knew we were on the same page. “It’s another first for me, Xander. I’ve never let anyone else take me like that.”
My heart lurched in my chest. “Me neither,” I admitted. I was too overwhelmed to say anything, so instead, I settled down on him and shifted enough so I could get my hand between our bodies. I guided my cock to his entrance and began to slowly push inside of him. Bennett bore down on me and we both shuddered when my crown breached his outer muscles. I pulled out a little before sliding back in, allowing more of myself to sink into him. By the time I’d bottomed out inside of him, I was a quivering mess. I couldn’t even hold myself off him because my arms felt like jelly.
“God, Benny, so good.”
He grunted in my ear and then his mouth was pressing against my neck. I forced myself to lift enough so I could watch him as I began sliding in and out of his hot, tight body. The oil smoothed out my glides after a couple of strokes, so I picked up the pace. Fire coiled in my belly as I watched Bennett’s eyes go wide with wonder. His hands wrapped around my forearms and I felt his ankles lock behind my ass. His inner muscles milked my cock on every pass, pulling my orgasm to the surface in record time.
I’d wanted to make it last longer, but I knew I wasn’t going to be able to.
“Too close,” I muttered.
“Me too,” he huffed. Sweat clung to our bodies as the tide of pleasure began to consume us. I shifted my left hand so that I could clasp his and hold it against the ground near his head. I began moving my right hand between our bodies so I could jerk him off, but he grabbed it and linked our fingers instead.
He shook his head and I understood his unspoken message. He didn’t need the extra stimulation. From the slickness coating my abdomen as my lower half rubbed his dick with every pass of my body, I’d guessed as much. The feeling of being bare inside of Bennett was just too much. I wasn’t allowed to tell him I loved him, but I couldn’t stop the words that did tumble out of my mouth as my orgasm began to wash over me.
“So many firsts we should have had together, Benny.”
Chapter 30
Bennett
So many firsts we should have had together, Benny.
The words were painful to hear, but I knew he was only saying the same thing I was thinking. As beautiful as this moment was, I couldn’t help but recognize the regret that came along with it. We’d lost so many years of moments like this… of firsts that had been meant for each other, but that a cruel twist of fate had stolen away.
I clung to Xander as he drove into me over and over again. I didn’t want it to end, but I couldn’t stop the agonizing bliss that had become a living thing within me. My only purpose in life in that moment was to take the pleasure Xander was giving me and give it right back to him. I let out a scream as the violent orgasm hit me with such force, I had no choice but to close my eyes.
“No, Benny, open them,” Xander ordered… demanded… begged.
I did as he said and held his gaze even as the pure beauty of what was happening to my body threatened my very consciousness. It frightened me how good it felt… pleasure that bordered on the edge of pain. Explosion after explosion detonated within my body, and I gripped Xander’s fingers hard so that I’d have something to hang onto in case the climax tried to tear me from him. Seconds later, Xander dropped his lower half onto me and yanked his hands free of mine. He curled his arms around me and held me flush against his chest as he began shooting deep inside of me. I fisted my hands on his back as his release triggered another round of gut-wrenching spasms. I couldn’t believe it, but more cum shot from my cock and pooled between our sweat-drenched bodies.
Xander kept fucking me through his orgasm. My well-used channel stung, but I wouldn’t have changed a second of it for the world. Even when Xander’s body unlocked as the climax released him from its deathly grip, he continued to push into me, his essence leaking out of my body with every thrust. He was panting heavily against my neck. My own pleasure had finally started to turn into a blissful haze of semi-awareness, but when Xander made a move as if to pull out of me, I reached down to grab his ass to keep him inside of me. His lips searched out mine and then he was kissing me.