Though it was all unknown to me, I wanted him to take my virginity like nothing else I’d ever wanted. I wanted to give myself wholly and fully to this man, a man who treated me like I was his most valued possession. A stranger in nearly every way, yet the most familiar person I’d ever known.
I knew it was wrong. We’d only met. I was not promised to him…or wed. But no one had ever told me to hold on to this part of me.
No one had said to keep it for marriage.
No, as far as my family was concerned, this part of me didn’t exist. It was as though I was born different, that no man would ever want me so what was the point of discussing such things? But with Bors, I finally understood how untrue that was.
He pressed forward, his body hard, muscles straining, stretching me from the outside as his manhood stretched me within. I gasped to catch my breath, gripping his massive biceps to tell him to go slow…slower.
He waited there, just like that, trembling over me, holding back until I was ready for more. Darts of pain shot through my body as I felt him grow inside of me. His voice strained with words, telling me how special I was, how much he adored me.
“This? What you are giving me, Sara…this is the greatest honor of my life.”
The pressure increased and I felt my body stretch further to accommodate him. His cock was massive. Though I had no point of comparison, I had to wonder if all men were as endowed. It seemed unlikely. Surely, I would have heard wedding night horror stories of cocks so big they split a woman in two.
“Are you okay, my angel? A little pain is good. But I don’t want you in agony.”
It did hurt, but in a way that gave me so much pleasure I could barely speak. I had no idea that pain could fuse into pleasure like this. “I’m wonderful. Please don’t stop…”
“I told you once already. I will never stop.” He seethed as his lips tightened against barred teeth. “This is where I want to be. Where I need to be.” With those words, he drove himself deeper inside and I gasped as white sparkles danced in my eyes.
“I think you’re tearing me apart. You said there would be blood….”
“I want no apologies for making a mess of the sheets. Blood is good. You bleeding is my reward. Your maiden blood is gold to me.”
I knew so little of the world, but I trusted him completely to guide me through this. I was scared but exhilarated. I swallowed and gazed up at him. “Okay.”
“Good girl,” he said. He reached down, his cock still halfway inside me, and took my hands in his on either side of my head, our fingers interlaced and his face above mine. With one quick gesture, he flipped us over so that I was sitting on top of him with my knees on the mattress. “Take it slow. Don’t take your eyes off me. Got that?”
I nodded and felt the pressure increase. I breathed through the discomfort and slowly lowered myself further onto his thick, pulsing cock.
“Ahh, God…” I seethed, clenching my eyes closed until I could take a full breath.
He arched his head back, his Adam’s apple stretching his throat, a vein looking ready to burst on his forehead as he growled. “Fuuuuuuck yes.”
Taking strength from his pleasure, as well as my own, I took a deep breath and lowered myself further, further, further. He gripped my hips hard and arched, abdominal muscles tightening into stone cobbles.
Once again, I breathed hard, lowering myself an inch more, and he grunted in response as I took him deeper. Another flurry of stinging pain made me cry out then as quickly as it came, it went and I succumbed completely to the pleasure.
My body relaxed in that moment and I opened to give him all of me.
As he entered me nearly to the base of his cock, I felt a hot rush of liquid need spill from inside me, covering us both as he held us together, making us finally one.
Everything inside me felt like it was exploding at once—the pleasure, oh, my sweet Lord, the pleasure—it caused me to grip him so hard that I felt him hiss. That pleasure was so intense I thought I might faint.
I gasped and flailed as I began riding him again, my body wild with need, until he flipped me again, drawing back then driving fully inside until I felt his balls against my ass and it was as far as my body could take. With every new thrust, bringing us more and more together, the sound of my wet desire and the scent of our sex made my head spin.