She wanted this—no maidenly vapors, no shrinking away from him. Beth Ackerley knew what it was to be with a man, and she liked it. His body throbbed with possibilities. “We should stop,” she whispered.
“Do you want to stop?”
“Now that you mention it, not really.”
“Then why?” His lips brushed her mouth as he spoke. She tasted whiskey on his tongue, felt the firm brush of his lips, the roughness of his chin. He had a man’s mouth, a commanding mouth.
“I’m sure there are a dozen reasons why we should stop. I confess I can’t think of any good ones at the moment.”
His fingers were strong. “Come home with me tonight.” Beth wanted to. Oh, she wanted to. Joy shot through her entire body, a painful ache she’d thought she’d never feel again.
“I can’t,” she almost moaned.
“You can.”
“I wish . . . “ She imagined the newspapers blazing the gossip all over London tomorrow. Heiress Abandons Fiance for Sordid Affair with Lord Ian Mackenzie. Her origins were murky—would anyone be surprised? Blood will out, they’d say. Wasn’t her mother no better than she ought to be?
“You can,” Ian repeated firmly. Beth closed her eyes, trying to press aside sweet temptation.
“Stop asking me.. ..”
The door of the box banged open, and harsh, gravelly tones cut through the audience’s thunderous applause. “Ian, damn it, you were supposed to be watching Daniel. He’d down dicing with the coachmen again, and you know he always loses.”
Chapter Three
The giant walked into the box. He was bigger than Ian, and had the same dark red hair and eyes like chips of topaz. His right cheek bore a deep, angry scar, a gash made long ago. It was easy to imagine this man fighting with fists or knives, like a thug.
He had no trouble pinning Beth with his gaze. “Ian, who the devil is she?”
“Lyndon Mather’s fiancee,” Lord Ian answered. The man stared at Beth in amazement, then burst out laughing. The laugh was large, like he was, deep and booming. Some of the audience looked up in annoyance. “Good on you, Ian.” The man clapped his brother on the back. “Absconding with Mather’s fiancee. You do the lass a favor.” He looked Beth over with bold eyes. “You don’t want to marry Mather, love,” he said to Beth. “The man’s disgusting.” “It seems everyone knows that but me,” Beth said faintly.
“He’s a slimy bastard, desperate to get into Hart’s circle. Thinks we’ll like him if he tells us he enjoys reliving his days of schoolboy punishments. You’re well rid of him, lass.” Beth could hardly breathe. She should leave in a huff, not listen to things no ladies should listen to, but Ian’s hand was still laced firmly through hers. Besides, they didn’t try to comfort her with banalities, tell her pretty lies. They could be making up all this to part her from Mather, but why the devil should they?
“Ian will never remember to introduce us,” the giant said. “I’m Cameron. And you are?”
“Mrs. Ackerley” Beth stammered.
“You don’t sound certain of that.”
Beth fanned herself. “I was when I came in here.” “If you’re Mather’s fiancee, why are you in here kissing Ian?”
“I was just asking myself that same question.” “Cam,” Ian said. The quiet word cut through the noise as the crowd waited for the next act. There was no drama on the stage now, but plenty in Ian Mackenzie’s box. “Shut up.” Cameron stared at his brother. Then his brows rose and he dropped into a chair on Beth’s other side. He pulled a cigar from the box next to him and struck a match.
A gentleman should ask a lady’s leave before he smokes. Mrs. Barrington’s tones rang in her head. Neither Cameron nor Ian seemed worried about Mrs. Barrington’s rules. “Didn’t you say someone called Daniel was dicing with coachmen?” Beth asked him.
Cameron touched the flame to the end of the cigar and puffed smoke. “Daniel, my son. He’ll be all right if he doesn’t cheat.”
“I should go home.” Beth started to rise again, but Ian’s hand on her arm stopped her.
“Not with Mather.”
“No. Heavens, no. I never want to see the man again.” Cameron chuckled. “She’s a wise woman, Ian. She can go home in my coach.”
“No,” Beth said quickly. “I’ll have the porter fetch me a hansom cab.”
Ian’s fingers clamped down. “Not in a hansom. Not alone.”
“Me climbing into a coach with the pair of you would be the scandal of the year. Even if you two were the archbishops of Canterbury and York.”
Ian’s gaze fixed on her as though he had no idea what she was talking about. Cameron threw back his head and laughed.
“She’s worth stealing, Ian,” he said around his cigar. “But she’s right. I’ll lend you the coach and my man will take care of you, if I can find him. My own fault for employing a Romany as a manservant. They’re blasted hard to tame.” Ian didn’t want her to go alone; she saw that in his eyes. She thought of how he’d played with her curls—proprietary, possessive, like Mather with his Chinese pottery. She’d check on the information in Ian’s letter. She’d send Mrs. Barrington’s wheezing, gossipy butler around to pry tales out of other gossipy servants. The Mackenzie brothers could be part of some mad and improbable conspiracy to ruin Mather, but she had the awful feeling they told the truth. Below them the next act started with a fanfare. Ian rubbed his temple as though it gave him a headache. Cameron stubbed out his cigar and noisily exited the box. “My lord? Are you all right?”
Ian’s gaze remained remote as he continued to absently rub his forehead. Beth put her hand on his arm. Ian didn’t respond, but he stopped rubbing his temple and rested his large hand on hers.
He didn’t follow the action on the stage, didn’t try to continue his conversation with Beth, didn’t move back to kissing her. It was as though his mind had moved somewhere she couldn’t follow. His body was very much present, though, his hand heavy and strong. She studied the sharp profile of his face, the high cheekbones, the square jaw. A woman would want to run her hands through his thick hair when she held him in bed. It would be warm, damp with sweat as he lay heavy-limbed on top of her. Beth dared to reach up and smooth his hair back from his forehead.