“Matt…” Alex moaned, clamping his hand down firmly on top of mine. “Not yet.”
Sighing heavily through my nose, I collapsed onto his chest. “You’re killing me, Alex.”
“It’ll be worth the wait. I promise.”
My hand still pressed against his cock, I angled my head so I could look him in the eyes. “Just because I’m not allowed to touch you, doesn’t mean you can’t.” Raising an eyebrow, Alex gazed down at me quizzically. After giving his cock a firm squeeze, I moved my hand, letting his own fingers fall onto his length. “Jerk yourself off for me,” I said, my tone begging. “I want to watch you come.” Appearing hesitant, the only movement coming from Alex was that of his chest as it rose and fell with each jagged breath. “It’s only fair,” I said, molding my fingers around his and encouraging his hand to move up and down his shaft. “You’ve seen me come twice now.”
I knew I was winning by the husky moan that trickled from his throat when I cupped his balls. It was a strange feeling, touching another man this way, but I found the strangest part to be the fact I couldn’t wait to explore even further.
Raising his ass off the mattress, he used one hand to push his underwear down his legs before kicking them to the floor. “Holy shit,” he moaned, arching his back and forcing his cock deeper into his hand.
His eyes bored into mine as if trying to assess my reaction to what was happening. I spotted his free hand travelling slowly down his chest and I sensed he was about to remove my contact. Before he did, I continued to trace the soft ridges of his sac with my thumb, never taking my eyes off his as I tried to learn how he liked to be touched.
As expected, Alex’s fingers clamped down on mine. I sighed, frustrated by the knowledge he was going to push me away, even though I understood why. I wasn’t ready to stop touching him. I wanted to feel him everywhere, experience the different textures of his skin. “Eyes only,” he groaned, his voice pained. It cushioned the blow somewhat to know he’d miss receiving my touch as much as I missed giving it. “I’m really close already.”
So am I, I thought and I hadn’t paid an iota of attention to myself yet. After peppering hungry kisses along Alex’s chest I sat up, falling back on my heels as I curled my fingers around my throbbing dick. I’d jerked off thousands of times in my life, but nothing came close to what I was experiencing right now. For the first time I watched Alex relax his walls. He completely let go for me as he gripped his cock so firmly his knuckles turned white. The sight of his fist pumping up and down, the contours of his muscles glistening from the sheen of sweat dusting his skin, the sound of his ragged breathing as he cussed and moaned into the air…
It set every nerve in my body on fire.
My dick wept as I tugged fervently. Keeping my eyes on Alex, I felt a rush of heat creep across my chest as shards of pleasure shot down my spine. Alex’s strong thighs tensed before falling open, completely exposing him and making me want to cry out with the desire to touch him again. Pre-cum leaked from his tip, as did my own, and as my impending orgasm drew my balls up into my body the need to feel his skin against mine became impossible to ignore.
Reaching out, I took his hand in mine, grasping it tightly as a violent tingle spread from my balls all the way through my cock. “You’re so fuckin’ beautiful,” I whispered harshly, bringing his hand to my lips and gently licking each knuckle.
“Jesus, Matt…I’m-I’m”
“Fuck yeah you are,” I said, watching in awe as spurts of creamy white cum rained onto his stomach. “Oh fuuuuck.”
So engrossed in Alex’s body and its reaction to being played with, I’d barely noticed how close I was to coming until the ball of pressure deep in my belly exploded, making my dick pulsate as it coated my fingers with my warm load.
Alex smiled and, returning my earlier move, kissed the back of my hand. My gaze wandered up and down his naked body, wanting to see every inch of him but not being able to squeeze him all into one shot. I stared as his cock waned, flopping to the side. I admired the patterns his cum had made on his skin and for a brief moment an irrational fear of getting too close to him made me shrink back a little. Maybe it was because of how determined he was that I mustn’t touch him intimately yet, or maybe it was because despite how confident I felt about us moving forward, the risk he posed to my health was absolutely real.