“I’m ready,” I said, the crack in my voice betraying the confidence I was trying to portray. He never replied, but didn’t take his eyes off me either, as he reached into the drawer beside the bed and pulled out the condom and lube. He suited up slowly, allowing me the pleasure of watching him. I can’t lie, when he positioned himself between my legs my heart skipped a beat or three. He tucked his hands under my ass, pulling me closer to him.
“I need your legs higher, baby.” I raised my legs as instructed, and Jake held them in position by using the back of my thighs to support his weight. He gazed down at me, his eyes bursting with a thousand different expressions that I couldn’t even begin to decipher, and then he hooked one of my legs over his shoulder, using his now free hand to guide his cock towards my ass. “Relax.”
I winced when I felt him push inside just a little. It stung as my body fought to reject the intrusion, but once through he slipped the rest of the way in easily.
“Don’t… don’t move yet.”
“Are you okay?”
“Yes.” But I wasn’t actually sure yet. Slowly, very slowly, Jake started to slide out of my ass, only to push right back in again. It took maybe two or three gentle thrusts for the discomfort to subside and then…
“Oh hell yes,” I gasped. “Oh fuck, Jake, that feels so fucking good.”
He took that as his cue to move a little faster and the fact he was looking down at my ass, watching his dick pump in and out of me, turned me the hell on. His speed increased pretty quickly from that point and he grabbed hold of my ankles, using them as leverage as his gentle thrusts turned into hard, fast slams.
“Oh, hooooooly fuuuuuuuuuuck!” I growled, fisting the sheets beside me.
“This arse is mine, you hear me, Sawyer?”
“Yes! God yes!”
“I’ve waited so damn long to fuck this arse. You feel amazing. You’re so tight around my cock.” Pre-cum leaked from the tip of my dick and I rubbed it in with my thumb before taking hold of my shaft and working my hand up and down. “Fuck yes. Come for me, Sawyer. Come all over that fine fucking body of yours.”
“I’m close,” I panted. “I’m gonna come all over myself.”
Gripping my ankles tighter, Jake started fucking me like a man on a mission. He pounded my head into the headboard and I cried out when my dick started to throb in my hand. It surprised me how quickly my ass adjusted to him. The pain only lasted a couple of minutes before it was overtaken by pleasure so intense it resonated through my entire body.
“Fuck yeah! Fuck, fuck, oh my…fuck…”
“Oh yeah. That’s it, baby…”
He fucked me impossibly faster, his hips practically as blur as my load shot out into the air, landing all over my stomach.
“I’m right there with you,” he ground out. “I’m…I’m coming. Oh god, I’m coming so fucking hard. FUCK!” he cried on his final thrust. He lowered my ankles onto the bed and draped his body over mine. His cock pulsed and twitched in my ass as he took possession of my mouth with his. I gripped his broad back, holding him to me while we kissed, and then I rolled my head to the side to take in some much-needed air. “You good?”
“Never been better.” And I meant every word.
Chapter Twelve
“How do you feel?” I asked Sawyer. We were lying on our sides, facing each other after I’d just taken his virginity, in a sense, making him mine.
“Like I’m scared to move in case I shit the bed.”
“It’ll wear off,” I assured him, laughing at his honesty. “Did you enjoy it?”
“After the first minute or so… yeah. Yeah I did. I’m actually surprised just how much.”
“Sooo, are you officially a bottom now?” I teased, waiting for his face to pale.
“No way. Not exclusively. I enjoy fucking you too much.” Well Christ if that didn’t make my cock hard again.
“Babe if I ask you something do you promise not to shut down on me?”
“Umm… I don’t know. Depends what it is I guess.”
“Do you still stand by what you said about keeping us secret?”
“Jake I…” he trailed off, sighing deeply.
“Hey,” I said, wrapping my fingers around the back of his neck. “I’m not saying I want us to tell the world tomorrow. It’s just… well what happened back at the hotel, I’d be lying if I said it didn’t give me some hope.”
“Jake this is still so new. Please don’t rush me.”
“I’m not rushing you. Believe me when I say I will wait forever if that’s what it takes. Forget I mentioned it. It’s too soon. I’m sorry.”
“I want it, Jake. I swear I do. I just…” He shook his head sorrowfully. “I just don’t know if I can.”
“Honestly, forget it. Let’s not ruin tonight by getting so serious. You’re here with me, I don’t need anything else from you.”
Leaning forward, Sawyer touched my lips with his. He didn’t kiss me, just lingered his soft lips over mine, not moving, and barely breathing.
“I don’t want to be anywhere else, Jake,” he whispered just inches away from my face. “We should get some sleep. I have plans for you tomorrow.”
“You do, huh?” I questioned, wiggling my eyebrows suggestively.
“Not those kind of plans. I’m gonna take you hiking.”
“Hiking?”
“Yeah, you know, walking?”
“I know what hiking is, Sawyer. You just don’t strike me as a hiking kind of man.”
“Well there’s one new thing you’ve learned about me already. I love getting out there, up the hills and into the fresh air. It takes me away from all the madness. Reminds me that I’m still me.”
“If you love it so much, then I’m sure I will love it too.” Rolling onto my back, I opened my arm so Sawyer could nestle against my chest. Whenever we’ve slept together we’ve done it this way. I love having him wrapped in my arms, knowing he’s mine and isn’t going anywhere. “Come here.” Pressing his naked and deliciously ripped body to mine, Sawyer draped his tattooed arm over my hips, laying his head on my chest. “I love you, Sawyer Knight.”