Brad stood on the path, his hands in his pockets, grinning at the bird feeder. Hearing her footsteps, he turned to greet her. "What do you think?"
She'd helped make it, guiding Simon through the steps of turning the flashy red cowboy boot into a bird feeder, steadying his hands as he'd cut the hole in the leather, watching him measure the strips of scrap wood to make the little pitched roof.
He'd been so proud of it, she remembered, so pleased that no one else in his class would have a project quite like his.
He'd told her they could hang it in the backyard at home after it was graded and given back.
At home, she thought.
"Simon gave it to you?" she asked carefully.
"Yeah. He got an A on it, you know."
"Yes, I know."
"We figured—what the hell are you doing out here without a coat?" On a huff of impatience, he stripped off his jacket. She stood silent as he shoved her arms into the sleeves of buttery-soft leather.
"I saw you from the kitchen. Saw you hanging this in your beautiful garden, behind your beautiful house."
"Okay." Obviously puzzled, he lifted his shoulder. "And?"
"He gave you his bird feeder, and you hung it." Tears tickled the base of her throat. "Bradley, this has to be the silliest-looking thing you've ever seen in your life. It's an old boot with a hole in it. You're going to see it every time you look out the window, and so's everyone else."
"That's the idea." He stepped back and just beamed at it. "It's terrific."
"Bradley, I have to ask you something. I was thinking, this morning, after what happened, I was thinking about how I might find the way to ask you. But I thought I needed to talk to Simon first, to explain to him and to see how he'd…"
She looked back at the feeder and smiled. "But I can see I don't have to talk to him or explain. He's made his choice already."
"Ask me what?" He reached out to give the boot a little push, just for the pleasure of watching it swing.
"I wanted to ask you to marry me." She felt her courage evaporate when his hand dropped to his side, when he stared at her, but she picked it back up again with both hands. "I thought I should wait until all the rest was finished and I'd had a long talk with Simon and… all sorts of things. And until I wasn't so scared about what would happen if I did ask. But I think I was wrong about waiting to ask, and about not telling you that I love you, so much. So much it made me more scared so I was afraid to trust myself, or you. Or even Simon. And God, I wish you'd say something and shut me up."
"Well. This is pretty sudden. Hang on a minute."
Of all the things she'd expected—the best and the worst—it hadn't been for him to stroll away, calling for Simon. Heat rose into her cheeks even as ice balled in her belly. She wasn't sure if that was the result of mortification, hurt, or temper. She tugged his jacket tight around her as he bent down to Simon.
She couldn't hear what was said, but it caused Simon to nod rapidly, give a little war whoop, then charge back to the house.
Hooking his thumbs in his front pockets, Brad walked back to Zoe. His expression was both polite and pleasant. "Let's see now, where were we? You're asking me to marry you because I hung the feeder Simon gave me in the garden."
"Yes. No. Damn it, Bradley, you don't have to make me sound like a fool. The only other people Simon's ever given things he makes to besides me are the Hansons, and that's because he thinks of them like grandparents. He gave this to you because he loves you, and I thought… You hung it."
"I happen to like it." He couldn't help grinning like a fool when he tapped a finger against the red leather b
oot. "I'm afraid you might be missing the artistic whimsy of the design. But be that as it may—"
"Don't you talk to me about artistic whimsy. Let me tell you something, Bradley Charles Vane IV, if you're not prepared to stand behind all that talk about being in love with me, then you don't know who you're dealing with."
The grin stayed plastered on his face as he looked at her. "Don't I?"
"Marriage isn't a joke to me, it's what I expect from the man I love and the one who claims to love me. My son deserves a father, not someone who just wants to play around at relationships. Neither of us is going to settle."
Brad nodded. "I guess that told me."
"I got it! I got it!" Simon bulleted out of the house. "It was right where—" He cut himself off at the warning look from Brad, but though he stared down at the ground, his shoulders shook with laughter.
"I'd like to know what's so damn funny."