“You do?” she sobbed.
“Yes. I want you to show me who you were before Felicia. I want that girl.”
“Master…”
“I mean it. I don’t want this broken girl, I want MY girl, the girl from the bull riding video. You were wild before Kruna, before you were Felicia, weren’t you?”
“Yes.”
“You be that girl for me, okay? You don’t have to be Felicia ever again.”
She choked and sobbed and it broke in the middle.
“You’re my girl, Angel. No more Felicia.”
“Yes, Master. Your Angel.”
“No more spanking. You okay?”
She sighed in disappointment.
“You want more spanking?”
“Yes.”
“Not today. Right now what else can I do to make you feel better?”
“I need your cock, Master. Please give me your cock. Let me be your good girl.”
I flipped her onto her back and unzipped my pants and drove inside her hard and fast, digging my fingers into her hips and after just half a dozen hard strokes she came all over me, instantly, screaming out her “Thank you, Master.” And it didn’t take me long to finish, either and I told her she was my good girl as I came inside of her.
We took a minute to catch our breath. I felt dirty and kind of sick in my gut.
“Are you back?” I asked softly.
I felt her nod.
“Did I make it hurt enough?” I caressed her hair.
“More hurt would’ve been … but it was still good,” she answered softly, “Thank you.”
“I don’t know how to hurt you, baby. You’ll need to tell me what you need when you can tell me so I’ll know next time. What happened? Is it gonna set you off to tell me?”
She froze and then started to tremble again. I held her tighter.
“I just don’t want what he made me feel. I want you to cover it.”
“Who?”
“Please can we not talk? Please, Dare?” she was sniffling.
“We’ll talk later. I gotta go see Leese out. You okay for a minute?”
“Yes,” she said softly, “Can you please tell Lisa I’m sorry?”
“Yeah, my baby but you don’t be sorry, okay? It’s not your fault. ”
She didn’t answer.