Scratch that.
It felt amazing.
I watched as Jake strained above me. He was circling his hips slowly now, his rod sliding a little deeper with each thrust. His face was a mask of utter concentration. He was holding back, I could tell. It was gentlemanly. It was considerate. But it wasn’t what I wanted. Not one bit of it.
Well, that wouldn't do now, would it?
"Jake."
He opened his eyes and stared down at me.
"Yes?"
I slid my hands down to his bottom and squeezed, pushing him deeper.
"Have at it."
His eyes widened. He groaned as I pulled him all the way inside me. His voice got all low and husky as he groaned and called out.
"Oh Christ, Elle!”
That's all it took. He unleashed on me, pulling one leg up and using it for leverage as he unleashed on me. He held me captive as he rode me without mercy. His hips pistoned hard and fast into me. I grabbed onto his thick, meaty shoulders and held on for dear life.
I felt my body contracting as the friction inside me reached a fever pitch. My body convulsed on the bed as I came again. But Jake didn't stop or even take a breath. He was thrusting into me faster and faster. I felt another orgasm approaching when something changed. I felt it deep inside me. A tingling sensation. Some sort of magic was happening between us. It took a moment before I realized what it was.
Jake was about to come.
His hips bucked out of tempo as I felt the tell tale swelling of his member. It got even bigger, if that was possible. And that was saying something. Shivers of pleasure shot through me as he pulsed hot seed into the rubber. I looked up as Jake came inside me, his head thrown back and his gorgeous eyes squeezed tightly shut.
My own orgasm was subsiding by the time he finally stopped moving, his forehead resting against mine. He held me close as we both tried to catch our breath. He kissed my neck and my shoulder before rolling off to lay by my side, pulling the blankets over us.
“How do you feel?”
I made a soft contented sound.
“Did I hurt you?”
“No.”
I smiled and closed my eyes, ready to drift off to sleep.
That’s when he rolled on top of me again.
“Good. Because I plan to make up for lost time.”
My eyes opened in shock. Jake was above me, smirking like the devil himself. That’s when I felt it. The bastard was already hard again.
The night got more interesting from there.
I was half asleep hours later when the door burst open. Jackson and Daniel stood there. Daniel turned immediately to face the wall when he saw me. Jackson did not. His contemptuous gaze raked over the two of us lying together in bed.
"What the hell Jackson!" Jake said, pulling the blankets over our naked bodies.
"Typical."
"It's 4 am, get the hell out of my room!"
"Dad's on his death bed and you're humping the help.”
Jake sat up and stared at him. I could feel the tension in his body. I was immediately forgotten, unwanted, and in the way. I felt it like a shock to the system. My heart went out to them all. I had met the old man. He was kind to me. And now he was dying.
"What? Why didn't anyone tell me?"
Jackson laughed bitterly.
"Check your damn phone once in a while."
Daniel put his hand on Jackson's shoulder.
"Come on, Jackson. He didn't know."
"Just like he didn't know about mom, right?"
Jake was on his feet in an instant, completely unconcerned about his nudity. I didn’t know where to look, but it was hard not to stare at his bare ass, even under the circumstances.
I closed my eyes and sat up, wrapping the blanket around myself.
"You know I couldn't get back here in time."
"Of course. It wasn't your fault. It's never your fault!"
Jake laughed.
"That's a good one. We both know that it's always my fault. Even when it's not."
He slipped a robe on and pressed a kiss to my forehead. I wanted nothing more than to sink into the bed and hide. My whole body was red with embarrassment.
"I'll be back soon. Rest."
Jake stormed out without another word with Jackson close on his heels.
Daniel stopped at the doorway and turned back to me.
"Sorry about this, Elle."
I nodded.
"I'm sorry, too. About your father."
He smiled sadly and left. I was on my feet in an instant. I couldn't stay here. I hadn’t wanted anyone to know about my lapse in judgement. Clearly I’d made a huge mistake. But I’d been so shaken up last night. Everything that happened with Tom after the gig had clearly compromised my judgement.
Oh hell, don't lie to yourself girl.
I sat down abruptly as I finally admitted the truth. That despite my good intentions, I’d wanted this. Not this. Jake. I had wanted him with a fiery passion from the get go. But that was then. Now I’d had him. He'd been worth the wait and all the bother. But I couldn't stay, no matter how badly I wanted to see what could happen between us.