“You wore a red dress just to drive me insane, didn’t you?” he asks.
Before I can answer, we hear Hadley through the door. “I put your bags in here, you horny fuckers. You’re welcome.”
Logan laughs against my neck, and I run my fingers through his hair, getting high on heaven. That’s what he is to me.
“Sometimes I think you’re an illusion, and that none of this is really happening. That I really died ten years ago after the accident,” I tell him softly as he starts tearing my underwear down.
“I’m real, Lana,” he murmurs against my neck as he finally peels off the last of my clothes.
; Just the feel of his body sliding against mine as he undressed me has gotten me ready for him.
“And I’m yours,” he says before he kisses me, swallowing the words I try to return.
Mine.
Just like I’m his.
For as long as he’ll keep me.
“I love you,” I say as he slides inside me, shuddering as though the feel of me was exactly what he needed.
I know the feeling.
The words mean more to me than he knows, because they’re words I thought I’d never utter in that context. Thought I’d never heal enough to feel that connection.
“I love you,” he says, opening his eyes to stare into mine, watching me as he rocks in and out.
It’s everything I need and more.
He’s everything I wish I could be.
A hero.
A hero loved by a monster.
Chapter 15
If you have tears, prepare to shed them now.
—William Shakespeare
LOGAN
“One place. Anywhere you could go. Where would it be?” Lana asks me.
“Hmmm,” I say, humming against her skin. “Greece.”
“Why Greece?” she asks, a tangled mess of naked limbs.
I wish I could just spend my days lying on a beach in Greece with her wrapped around me just like this. This job is starting to take too much and give back too little.
Then again, after this case, I may not have a career at all. But I won’t just bow down and let them cover up whatever went on here ten years ago.
“Because my stepdad always said if he had a choice, he’d be drunk in Greece and in love. But he wasted all his sexy years on my mother.”
She laughs, and I grin down at her as she wipes a few tears from her eyes from the surprise outburst.