"Always," I let the word flow between my lips slowly as my fingers part my folds. He's right. I'm always wet for him.
"That very first moment when you walked into the club, I knew you were made just for me." He eases his body slowly on top of mine. I hear the sound of the condom package in his hands. His eyes never break my gaze as he pulls it over his cock.
"I was made for you." I circle my hips on the bed when I feel his cock skirt across my clit.
"I chased after you the next night because you slipped away when I fell asleep." My full lips part slightly as he pushes just the head between my folds.
"You were so sleepy." I kiss the side of his cheek before my breath rushes at the feeling of his full length pushing into me.
"I woke up in a panic." He adjusts his hips so he can claim me with long, leisurely, painfully delicious strokes.
I smile at the tender confession. We've never talked about that first night. The night he drifted into a peaceful sleep when I took forever to calm my nerves in the bathroom.
"I couldn’t work the next day." He reaches to grab both my hands, pinning them to the sheets. "All I could think about was how badly I fucked up. How you'd gotten away from me forever."
I try to push back against him, but his grasp is too tight. "I want to touch you," I whimper.
He only shakes his head slightly in response. "When I saw you the next night, I almost came right there. I couldn’t believe it was you. I wanted to pick you up and throw you over my shoulder on the spot."
"You practically did." I moan when he shifts his hips and pushes deeper still.
"I was going to have you. I wanted you more than I've ever wanted a woman." His lips brush against mine in slow, easy strokes. The tempo matches his cock. He's taking me so slowly tonight. I almost can't bear the measured drip of pleasure.
"Faster, please," I beg, my hips pushing into him.
"I want this to last." He digs his feet into the bed, pushing for more leverage. "I can't fuck you when I'm in Boston. I need this to hold me over."
I close my eyes and drop my head to the side. It's almost unbearable. The way his cock fills me completely. The scent of his skin mixed with my own. The pleasure in knowing that he's taking as much from this as he's giving to me.
"Nathan," I moan under his heated touch. "Just fuck me."
"He rallies on his heels and lets out a deep guttural groan as he offers me my reward for the sweet torturous tease he's inflicted on me. In one deft movement, my hips are off the bed, he's pulling me into him and crashing my body against his.
I scream at the depth of his cock. The pain mixed with unbearable pleasure pushes me over the edge almost instantly. I can't see beyond the feelings. I close my eyes as I course through an intense orgasm.
"Jessica," he calls into my skin as he pulls me into his lap. "Christ." I feel his cock constrict inside me and his body convulses as he clings desperately to me.
Chapter 20
"Are you expecting a call, Jess?" Bryce's voice snaps me out of the daze I've been floating in since Nathan left for Boston this morning.
"No." I smile up at him. "I was just checking my messages."
"Trudy's ready to take off if you're up to it." He points to his girlfriend who is sitting in the living room, thumbing her way through one of Rebecca's fashion magazines.
"Sure. Where do you want to eat?" I can't stifle a yawn as I pull myself up from the chair next to the table.
"Maybe you should be napping instead of hanging out with us?" It's a question that is ripe with suggestion.
"Am I being a third wheel?" I lean in close not wanting Trudy to hear me. "I can stay here while you two go do your own thing."
"Just for dinner?" His face brightens at the idea. "I just haven't seen her in weeks and it would be good to catch up."
"Go." I try to veil a heavy sigh of relief. "Take her and have fun."
"Maybe we can catch a movie tonight?" I feel as though he's throwing me a bone since he knows that Nathan has skipped town for the weekend.
"I'm going to nap. We'll figure it out later or not." I tilt my head to the side. I'd actually give anything to just have a quiet night tucked into my bed with no distractions. I've been working so much lately that it was all catching up to me. I needed a decent night's sleep and I wasn't finding that in Nathan's arms. We couldn’t keep our hands off each other.