Chapter 42
Olivia
Alexander’s breath brushes over my inner thigh. I look down at his face. He’s gorgeous. My bedroom is bathed in warm afternoon sunlight.
“I’ve never done this in the middle of the day,” I confess.
“Good.” He flicks the tip of his tongue over my clit. “We’ll do it again tomorrow.”
I tug on his dark hair, drawing his gaze up to me. “You make me feel so good.”
He kisses my thigh. “I only want that. I want to make you feel incredible.”
It felt that way when I came against his mouth. He’s determined to make it happen again.
It will.
I’m already so close.
I wiggle my hips. “Lick me, please?”
“You’re so polite.” He blows a puff of air over my core. “Say what you mean, Olivia. Tell me to eat your cunt.”
Both of my hands fall to my face, shielding my eyes. “I can’t say that.”
“Say it.”
“I can’t.”
“You want it, don’t you?” He buries his tongue inside of me, drawing a loud involuntary moan from somewhere deep within me.
I grab his hair and grind myself against his face.
He pulls back and I groan. “Don’t stop.”
“Tell me what you want.” He rests his head on my thigh. “You’ve never been shy before.”
That was because I wasn’t falling in love with him. The sex was different in the beginning. My heart wasn’t all wound up in it.
It’s not just about chasing after an orgasm anymore. When I come with him, it touches the deepest parts of me.
I don’t want to lose this or him.
“Come here.” I beckon him closer with a curl of my fingers. “Kiss me, Alexander.”
He slides up my body, his cock rubbing against my side.
He’s so hard that I could mount him right now. I want that. I want to feel him bare inside of me.
I want things I’ve never wanted before.
His lips find mine in a slow, tender kiss. “Like this, Olivia?”
“Like this,” I repeat back as I stare into his eyes. “There is something I want.”
“I’ll give it to you.”
I swallow and gaze past his shoulder at the blue sky beyond my bedroom window. It feels right to talk about this now and not in the heated passion that consumes us at night when I can’t see into his soul and mine is shielded behind my fears.