I do, as I exhale the intensity of the touch and his devouring stare is too much.
I can’t.
I stop and start moving my hand away to give myself a break.
“Don’t you dare. Keep your hands on your pussy. You don’t get to stop until you’ve come all over your delicious fingers.”
I clench my teeth together at the overwhelming sensations I can barely handle.
“You’re ready.”
“For what?”
“To sink your fingers inside. To feel the walls of your pussy.”
I nod. That sounds incredible.
“Start with one finger at your entrance.”
Yes, one finger.
“Now slide it in through your slickness.”
In my finger slides as he growls deeply, and my skin burns. His growl urging me on as if knowing this step was going to be hard for both of us.
My finger stills. It’s just one finger. I can barely even feel it inside me, but its enough to send me into a frenzy of anxiety.
“You got this, beautiful; hold onto my voice.”
But I can’t. A tear burns my eyes. Why is this so difficult? Why can’t I touch myself?
I start panicking. Sweat drenches my body, and I start pulling my finger out.
“Look at me, gorgeous.”
I blink back my tears as I turn my head to Enzo. I failed. I can’t.
“Look at my cock.”
I do, and I gasp.
His hand has his cock firmly in his grasp, and I’ve never seen him so hard. “This is what you do to me. You make my cock hard and thick. You make it ache to thrust inside of you. You make me into a fucking desperate son of a bitch who only bursts for you.”
He strokes himself. God, he’s so big. Bigger than any man I’ve seen. His cock is long, thick, and veiny. It grows the more he strokes it, as he devours me with his wolfish eyes.
“I haven’t had another woman since you arrived. I used to get laid weekly, daily if I wanted it. But not one single woman since you.”
“Why?” I breathe.
“Because of you. All I think about is you. Your naked body. Your fight. You drive. Your tears. I want it all, Kai. Every buried emotion, I want it. To claim and own myself.
“Don’t let me take it. Your emotions and experiences are yours—not mine. No matter how much I want you, only you can give yourself to me. And I don’t deserve you. Take back your body. Take back yourself.”
He continues to stroke himself, and I realize my finger starts sliding in and out of myself the same as his rhythm stroking his cock.
“Add another finger. Stretch that pretty cunt.”
Another finger slides in and out, but I don’t stop at two. I add three.