He doesn’t answer me. He kisses me until I’m moaning and purring like a kitten without an off switch.
He pushes me back against the bed, as his rocklike body stays cemented to mine, our smooth wet skin slick against each other.
“Fuck, why didn’t I find you earlier?” he growls, as he leans back to earn a view of my body again.
My instinct is to cover my body, but then I notice the way his nostrils flare every time he takes a breath. The way his lips part a little more and his breathing is erratic with every gaze of my body. He wants my body. Just as I want his.
His fingers move down my body and hook into my white cotton panties. Most women wear lace thongs or nothing at all. I didn’t want to lose my virginity while feeling like someone else. But now, in this moment, I wish I’d borrowed something of Serena’s as she offered. At least I shaved.
My heart pounds in my chest as his fingers start lowering my panties. Fluttering creeps up from deep in my belly. And an unfamiliar ache throbs between my legs, begging for relief.
This is it. I’m going to be completely naked in front of a man. And he’s going to fuck me.
This is my last chance to back out. His eyes stare at mine, give me one final warning to back out now, because once he starts, there is no stopping him. But I don’t want him to stop.
My friends told me their first times were horrible. The guy was inexperienced and didn’t know what he was doing. But my first time is going to be incredible. Because I’m doing it with Sebastian fucking King. The king of experience, and the epitome of sexiness.
I swallow, trying to find my voice to tell him this is precisely what I want. But swallowing doesn’t do enough to give me a voice. I have none. Sebastian stole it. It’s his now, like every other part of my body. I hope I can retrieve it when he’s done with me. Because otherwise, this is going to hurt like a motherfucker when he leaves.
He leers like he knows exactly what he’s doing. Ruining me. Making my body experience things I didn’t think I could feel for a man I just met. Then shred my heart.
It’s still worth it.
He starts lowering my panties, and my hips buck, impatiently needing him to move faster. Not because I’m afraid one of us will back out, but because my body literally can’t handle another second of being a virgin. I need his cock inside me, the ache between my legs is building, and I can’t hold it off any longer.
I need him rocking back and forth in an exquisite way, making me scream his name and want him forever. I’m not stupid; I know I only get him for tonight. My name doesn’t have enough pull in this town for him to want me for more than one night. And I’m not experienced enough to make sex worth him coming back for more.
“You need to get your ass back downstairs now. Duncan got in a fight with James over Naomi,” a beaming voice makes me jump.
Sebastian curses under his breath, but doesn’t move as he frowns, straddling my body on the bed, like he’s going to regret his next move.
I can’t see who entered Sebastian’s bedroom, Sebastian’s body is still covering me. Which means the intruder can’t see my naked body either. It should bring me some comfort, but it doesn’t.
“Go to hell Kade! Can’t you tell I’m busy?” Sebastian says.
Kade? I try to figure out where I know that name, but I can’t place it. It’s familiar, but isn’t. I don’t think I’ve had any classes with a Kade, and I don’t think Sebastian has any close friends named Kade. I don’t know what the hell he is doing here.
“I don’t give a shit. I’m not here to clean up your messes.”
Sebastian rolls his eyes and turns his head abruptly toward the intruder as his still hard cock presses deeper between my legs. So close, yet so far.
“Then, why are you here? I thought you were here to look out for your little brother and to celebrate me graduating next month. I thought you grew a heart and gave a shit about me?”
Kade growls. “I am here for you. You’re an adult now, though. I’m not dealing with this shit anymore. You do what you want, just thought you should know Duncan and James are fighting. Last I checked, they broke two bar stools and were getting close to the big screen TV of yours. And I’m pretty sure Mrs. Plitt called the cops.”
“Shit,” Sebastian curses, as his body springs off of me and races out of the room.
I don’t rank as high as his TV. My eyes water, but I blink once, and the threat of tears is gone. I won’t cry over a guy. No way. That won’t happen. Ever.
I shiver, my body cold now Sebastian’s warm body is no longer pressed against me. Suddenly, I’m acutely aware I’m naked except for my panties. And Kade still hasn’t left.
My hand reaches out instinctively for the blanket lying on the edge of the bed. I need to cover my mostly naked body as fast as possible. Before I yell at this asshole for ruining my night.
Maybe if I stay here naked in Sebastian’s bed, he will find me when he returns and pick up right where he left off?
Who am I kidding? I have the worst luck when it comes to guys. This isn’t the first time I’ve tried to lose my virginity. I’ve had guys throw up on me, fall asleep, or get a text from an ex all seconds before we were about to fuck. This is just my luck. The universe really doesn’t want me to have sex.
I jerk the blanket to my body, attempting to cover myself, as I get the nerve to glance up at the man standing over me.