Even though his hold has me hostage, I manage, “He’s my friend.”
“Fuck that. He’s not your friend. He’s not your anything.”
“Why?”
He narrows his eyes. “Are you doing this on purpose, wild one? Is it because you know that Ethan and I are attracted to the same types of women?”
I haven’t thought about that, but since he mentioned it, his reaction makes sense now.
“This is your final warning. Provoke me with Ethan or any other man again, and I’ll fuck you in front of them. After I kill them, of course, because no one gets to see you naked but me.”
I swallow because I have no doubt he’d do it. Jonathan doesn’t have limits like everyone else. His moral compass is screwed in more ways than one.
And I know this is my chance to finally get a rise out of him after such a long time of the silent treatment.
“Why would you care?” I lift my chin. “You pretended I didn’t even exist this past week.”
“Isn’t that what you want?”
“W-what? What I want?”
“You want out, no? You’re only thinking about the deal and how soon you can leave, remember?”
I bite my lower lip. “I was only asking.”
“Only asking?”
“Forget it.”
“I can’t forget it.” His fingers trace my lower lip and it parts involuntarily. “Here’s the thing, Aurora. You won’t leave.”
“I won’t?”
“There’s no way in fuck I’m letting you go.”
My chest flutters. “But the agreement —”
“Fuck the agreement. What do you want?”
“I…if I want to go, will you let me?” I guess that’s what I really want to know. I need the confirmation that Jonathan respects my need to have my own choice, that he won’t force his opinions on me because of his control freak nature.
While I can’t get enough of him, I’m neither his property nor his toy. I want to be his equal.
His expression remains the same, hard as granite and unreadable. His tone is calm, composed. “What do you think?”
“I don’t know.”
We stare at each other for a beat too long, our breaths mingling. His woodsy scent fills my nostrils and creeps under my skin. His whole presence winds imaginary fingers around my heart.
Only Jonathan has the ability to reach into my ribcage and barge through as if he were always meant to be there.
He lifts me up, and I squeal as he drops me on the edge of the sofa. The leather creaks underneath me as my breasts meet the surface and my knees land on the floor.
Jonathan kneels behind me, bunches my skirt up to my arse, and yanks my underwear down, letting them fall to my knees.
The sound of his belt buckle comes from behind me as he thrusts two fingers inside me in one go.
A loud moan leaves my lips and I muffle it against the cool leather. A wave rushes through me with supersonic speed. Maybe it’s because it’s been a long time without his maddening touch, but the moment he slaps my arse, I come.