Not that I’m any different. In fact, I’m more obvious about it. I don’t like sharing Astrid’s time with anyone.
Her father and her best friend, Daniel, are already too much. I don’t need to add names to the list.
“I think I forgot them.” Aiden’s poker face remains the same.
“What?” I hiss and catch Jonathan’s glare in my peripheral vision.
He likes me and Aiden to be on our best behaviour in public to not sully the King name and blah fucking blah. Usually, my cousin and I abide by that rule to avoid his wrath.
But usually isn’t today, because I’m seconds away from punching my cousin in the throat.
“You had one mission, Aiden!” I whisper-yell. “One fucking mission.”
He pats his jacket and retrieves a small black velvet box. “Oh, looks like they’re here, after all.”
I narrow my eyes on him. “Did you do that on purpose?”
He lifts a shoulder. “You were being fidgety. I got your mind off things.”
“Fuck you.”
“You’re welcome, Lev.”
Astrid’s bridesmaid walks down the aisle, carrying a bouquet of red roses. Murmurs filter through the attendees at the unconventional choice of a bridesmaid, but did they really expect my free-spirited Astrid to do everything according to tradition?
Daniel grins, bowing and winking at the audience. The old ladies break out in smiles as he gives each of them a flower. By the time he gets to the front, he has none left, except for the one attached to his tuxedo’s pocket.
He stands opposite me and Aiden, and I resist the urge to ask him how she looks and if she’s coming right this second.
“She’s stunning,” Daniel whispers to me as if hearing my unspoken question. “I don’t think you’re ready for her, Captain.”
“I’m always ready for her,” I mutter back.
Daniel gives me his cocky smirk, and while he’s usually pasted to Astrid with superglue, I haven’t ever felt threatened by him. They have a special bond that’s never gone beyond friendship. The fact that he agreed to be the maid of honour for her sake says something about how far they’re both willing to go for each other.
It’s sort of like me and Aiden, but in my and my cousin’s case, we’ve only ever bonded through our rivalry and the innate need to prove ourselves to Uncle Jonathan.
Astrid and Daniel are the pure form of us. Their relationship is more about lifting each other up instead of bringing the other down.
Even though Daniel chose an entirely different field of study than Astrid and they don’t share the same passions — he prefers physical activities and partying while she’s an introvert artist — they still find time for each other.
Of course, that time needs to be reduced once she becomes my wife. I might approve of Daniel, but I need her attention on me at all times.
Obsessive? Probably. After all, she’s always been my obsession.
The music changes to an acoustic version of one of Muse’s songs and I smile. Only Astrid would make her favourite band’s song her wedding song.
I love that woman more than words can describe.
And Daniel was right. I’m not ready.
The moment she shows up, her hand tucked into Lord Clifford’s arm, I stop breathing for a second.
She’s...breathtaking.
Her white tulle dress falls to below her knees in a weirdly beautiful way. And she’s wearing her signature fishnet stockings and sneakers instead of heels.
I tried to sneak a peek at her dress before the wedding, but she and Daniel shooed me away. Never in my wildest dreams did I think she’d be this breathtaking. Though to say I’m surprised she picked something like this would be a lie. Astrid has always been the type who owns up to her quirks without caring about societal standards.