“Yes.”
“That means she would have done it with her fiancé, don’t you think?”
I stop breathing for long seconds until my lungs burn. “What the fuck are you talking about?”
“From today onwards, Silver and I are engaged. We accept congratulations starting this Sunday. You can drop the gifts at the post office.”
“You’re what?”
“Engaged? She’s my fiancée? We’ll get married and have kids? That includes fucking on a daily basis, by the way.”
I lift my fist to punch him, but the smirk on his face stops me in my tracks.
He’s playing with me. He knows I never resort to violence and he’s now using this masquerade against me.
“Come on.” He motions at my hand. “Finish what your head is telling you to do.”
“Was this Jonathan and Sebastian’s doing?” I ask.
“And us. Nothing would’ve happened if she and I hadn’t agreed.”
“She agreed.” My hand drops to my side, the fight inside me withering to nothing.
Silver agreed to become Aiden’s fiancée.
What the hell is this thing breaking inside me?
“Of course she did. It’s me. Besides, you pushed her my way, Nash, and do you know what I’ll do now? I’ll play all the games you never wanted to play before.”
“And you’ll lose every fucking time.” I turn around to leave.
“Can’t wait,” he calls after me. “She has a tight cunt that I’m looking forward to tasting again tomorrow.”
I swing back and this time, I smash my fist in his face. He winces, clutching it, but he laughs out loud, the sound echoing in the room.
“What was that for, Nash? Do I smell jealousy in the air?”
“That’s a declaration of war. It might not be tomorrow or next year or even the next decade, but I’ll find a way to crush you.”
“Good luck with that. In the meantime, please enjoy my and Silver’s engagement.”
I storm out of the house before I throw the fucker out of the window. I jump on my bike and ride it in the rain.
For hours, I just roam the empty streets, my chest rising and falling heavily as the downpour drenches me. My T-shirt sticks to my back and my wet hair glues to my temples.
My head crowds with chaos so strong, I can’t begin to solve it. I usually need the beginning of the riddle, and no matter how much the thing is tangled, I’d figure it out. I’ll find a way and solve it.
Not this time.
This time, it’s almost like the chaos isn’t in my head — it’s in my chest. It’s aching and beating in and out of synch. Something tells me it’s no
t because of the rain or the cold.
She ruined it.
She ruined everything.
She killed the small living part in my chest, and now, I’ll kill her in return.