e problem is, I also blushed when I ordered this shirt over the weekend and when I snatched the package from Knox’s fingers and when I put it on this morning.
I don’t blush. Ever.
Just like I don’t feel like hugging people, and yet I’ve been doing both of those things lately.
“It’s not about you,” I try to deflect.
“Belle, it says ‘Talk French to Me’. If it’s not about me, I don’t know what is.” He approaches me, still smiling, but this time, it’s not forced or camouflaging pain.
I wonder how he does it, how he hides so much and can be this happy to see me.
“You haven’t answered my texts, trésor.”
“That’s because you didn’t send them.”
“Of course I did.” He brings out his phone then his brows furrow. “Ah, fuck. I sent them to the group chat. Those bastards won’t let me live this down.”
I chuckle; I can’t help imagining their replies to Ronan’s consecutive messages. Deep down, I allow myself a moment of relief. He didn’t actually ignore me over the weekend.
“What are you laughing at? You like my misery?”
“No.” I snort out laughter.
“Okay, I’ve been called a pussy in five hundred ways.” He shoves his phone back in his pocket. “This is all your fault, ma belle. How are you going to make it up to me?”
“Why would I?” I fold my arms, no longer laughing. “I’m the one who’s mad at you, remember?”
“I’m not apologising for that. Cole needed to know you belong to me so he’ll keep his claws to himself. Not sorry.”
“It’s not that.” My voice is so small, pathetic.
His brows furrow. “Then why the fuck did you walk out on me?”
“It’s nothing.”
“Teal,” he warns, gripping my arm in a tight hold. “Don’t make me use force.”
“Aren’t you already?”
“This is only a preview. My actual force includes not giving you an orgasm.”
I narrow my eyes at him.
“Tell. Me,” he insists. “Or Lars won’t give you any more dark chocolate. I’m the one who sends them over, you know.”
“You…are?”
“Of course. How would Lars know, genius?” He inches closer. “Now, tell me why you left.”
“It’s stupid, okay?”
“Let me be the judge of that.”
“I…” I trail off, staring at an invisible point at my side. “I didn’t want to have sex in that position. I wanted to look at you, and you didn’t listen.”
Silence stakes a claim in the room, and I chance a peek at him. Ronan watches with an intense focus that almost makes me squirm.
“Ronan…?”