I should bleach the colour of his eyes so this shit never happens again.
“Where’s Green?” I ask Elsa, who’s still watching me and Cole as if expecting the show to resume.
Seriously, as much as guys enjoy fantasising about girls together, I’m pretty sure girls fantasise about boys together, too. They’re just not as vocal about it.
That was the Sherlock in me. Now, he’s going to sleep.
Aiden and Cole exchange looks, smiling like two little psychos.
“Green?” Elsa repeats. “Who’s Green?”
Fuck. I said that out loud? I must be drunk out of my mind. I need to get the fuck out of here before I word vomit everything.
“Yeah, Knight.” Aiden feigns nonchalance. “Who’s Green?”
“I think I heard that name somewhere.” Cole taps his chin. “When we were young and –”
I punch him in the shoulder, cutting him off mid-sentence. The fucker is bored and out to destroy lives because of it.
There’s no way in shit I’ll be the next victim of his sociopathic boredom.
“I know where she is,” I whisper so only he can hear.
“She?” Cole repeats with a semi-serious tone.
“Yes, the she.” I raise an eyebrow. “She went with Ronan.”
And with that, I’m out of the scene.
People hit two birds with one stone, I hit three.
One, I made Cole shut the fuck up. Two, I escaped his and Aiden’s circle of sociopathic tendencies. Three, I directed his wrath towards that little bastard, Ronan.
I swear I come up with the best ideas when I’m drunk.
On my way out, I steal some boy’s cup of alcohol, down it, then steal another one.
They don’t even protest. No one attempts to put a brake on whatever the hell I’m spiralling into. No one dares to punch a minister’s son to teach him some sense.
Fuck you, Dad.
Somewhere along the way, I find myself heading to the garden. The music fades as the chill wraps around me, but instead of waking me up, it turns me a bit more drunk.
On the night, the stars, the fucking world.
You suck, world. You really, really suck.
I throw away the last cup and head to a small covered porch at the back. Kids don’t wander around the area because a) it’s cold, b) Ronan will skin them alive, and c) did I mention it’s fucking freezing.
So I’m surprised to find someone there. She’s dancing, earbuds in her ears and hair flying behind her.
Not someone.
Her.
The one I can’t have.
The only one I can’t fucking have, but I still find myself roaming around and watching anyway.