He spins me around. My back hits it as my gaze meets Aiden’s metallic eyes.
I scream.
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I remain still.
Completely.
Like a board.
Despite the war zone in my heart. All the wars start in my stupid, defective heart.
My scream dies out.
Screaming is useless when Aiden’s hand covers my mouth. His strength is like a unified battalion; dangerous and wrecking.
The hardness of his chest crushes my breasts as his entire body imprisons me against the door. I can feel his heartbeat, loud and raging. I’m tempted to reach out a hand and feel the pulse under my fingertips. His normal, healthy pulse.
The only thing that makes him human.
The temptation is taken away from me when he grabs both my wrists with his free hand and slams them against the door above my head.
The sound pulls me out of my induced stupor.
This scene is familiar.
Whenever Aiden doesn’t get his way, he resorts to establishing his dominance. It’s part of the push and pull game he plays so well. A game in which all I’ll ever be is a pawn.
A game I always lose.
“Welcome back, sweetheart,” he murmurs in his raspy, chill-inducing voice.
Is there a way to throw acid on his voice and stop it from being this good on the ears?
His lips hover inches away from my mouth covered by his hand. Whether it’s a threat or a promise, I don’t know.
“Are you done running away?” His thumb caresses my cheek in a sensual rhythm. Up and down, like a lullaby with skin against skin.
For a second, I’m lost in his touch. In his closeness. In his scent.
Damn his scent.
He smells like pain and pleasure. Sweet and bitter at the same time.
I would be lying to myself if I say I didn’t miss him, and I promised to never lie to myself again.
I missed his maddening touch and that heated look.
I missed his kisses and the baths he ran for me.
I missed his scent and his crude words.
But most of all, I missed him.
The man, the monster.