I stare at his punishing dark eyes.
At the cruelty.
At the determination.
At the water forming rivulets down the hard lines of his face.
A wave of sadness and injustice flares through me. Soon, all those emotions turn into boiling rage.
How dare he?
How fucking dare he?
“What part of ‘we’re over’ do you not understand?” I ask with the calmest tone I can manage.
If I scream then I’ll start crying and I promised to never show this dickhead my tears again.
He narrows his eyes. “What did I just say about being smart?”
“We’re over.” I breathe so hard, it’s almost like I’m choking on air. “We’re fucking over, Aiden.”
“I never agreed to that.”
“You never agreed to that?” I repeat, incredulous. “So in your mind, we’re still together?”
“We are.” He doesn’t even miss a beat.
“If we’re still together and you took Silver to your pool, do you know what that means?” I hit his chest with a closed fist, feeling my walls cracking. “It means you cheated on me. I told you it’s over when you cheat on me.”
“But you said we aren’t together.” His infuriating poker face is on. “It’s not cheating when you dumped me in front of the entire school.”
“Fuck you, Aiden!” I pound both my palms on his chest. “Fuck. You!”
He grabs both my wrists in his strong hand and slams them on the tiles atop my head.
His shoulders strain with tension even as his face remains a calm façade. “Nothing happened with Queens.”
“Don’t lie to me! I saw —”
His mouth slams to mine, cutting off my outburst.
He sucks my lower lip into his mouth and then plunges his tongue inside, taking claim of mine. His hard muscles mould to my softer curves as he ravages my mouth.
It’s one of his animalistic, out-of-control kisses. I can only stand there in full stupefaction as he sucks the life out of me.
A part of me wants to let go.
A part of me wants that pleasure he always wrenches out of my body.
A part of me yearns for the intensity. The freedom of letting go.
But that part is a fucking idiot.
That part forgot that Aiden has a revenge plot against me. That he took Silver to his pool when it should’ve been our place.
That part needs to be eradicated.
I bite down on his lower lip so hard, a metallic taste explodes on my tongue.