“Do it.”
How am I supposed to stop him? Besides… “Didn’t you say I’m not allowed to tap out or stop you?”
“This is the only time I give you the first move. Tell me to leave and I will.” He rolls his hips, sending a shiver of pleasure down my abdomen as his hand wraps around my throat. “I’ll let you live your last year in RES in peace. I’ll kill the fantasy. I’ll end it all.”
My mouth trembles.
That’s what I want, isn’t it? I’ll spend my last year in peace and Aiden will leave me alone.
Aiden will leave me alone.
My heart pounds, but it’s hard to concentrate with his erection stabbing at the bottom of my stomach.
“Are you playing a mind game?” I snap. “Is this the part where you laug
h in my face and tell me I’ve been pranked?”
“This is the part where you lost your only chance to escape me.” He squeezes my neck. “You’re well and truly fucked, sweetheart.”
His lips crash against mine in an all-consuming, mind-crippling kiss.
A part inside me dies; the part that yearned for freedom, for the chance to escape Aiden. But the other part? That one fills me with an odd sense of relief.
A chill of terror crawls down my spine.
This isn’t me.
I’m not this person.
How could I be so… defective? So immoral?
I press a hand on Aiden’s chest in a fruitless attempt to push him away.
He doesn’t budge.
If anything, he crushes me beneath him. His torso flattens my breasts, his fingers squeeze my neck, and his knees immobilize my thighs.
I can’t escape even if I want to.
He’s had me completely at his mercy.
He can crush me, ruin me, and no one will know.
My mouth falls into a gasp as his erection nuzzles between my thighs. I’m thankful Aunt had me on the shot for a while now.
Stop.
I scream in my mind, not knowing whether it’s at Aiden or at my own body.
Aiden doesn’t get my virginity. I hate him. I despise him. He ruined my life.
Then why am I not saying it aloud?
Speak, Elsa. Freaking speak.
Even if I do, will he listen? Will Aiden respect my will?
A loud bang on the door interrupts my chain of thoughts.