“She won’t. It’s in my hands now. Drop it.”
That night when Astrid has looked at me with teary, wrenched eyes, searching for a soul I don’t have, I didn’t sleep.
And in that sleepless night, I came up with a different tactic. If the problem is her memory, then I’ll take of that instead of taking care of her.
“We should threaten to rape her,” Chris mutters. “Maybe the bitch will understand to back off this time.”
One moment, Chris is talking, the next, I’m throwing him against the lockers with my arm against his fucking throat. He wheezes, face reddening as he struggles. I tighten my arm, cutting off his air supply.
“You won’t get near her, touch her, or even fucking look at her,” I snarl against his face as his eyes bulge. “When I say to drop it, you. Fucking. Drop. It.”
Scratchy noises escape his throat and his colour turns from red to blue. Somewhere at the back of my mind, I recognise that he’s suffocating and that I’ve relayed my message and should let him go, but the unhinged part wants to see the life drain from his face drop by bloody drop.
“Let him go, Lev.” Aiden clutches my arm and it’s then I realise that a few more of the team are pulling me away from Chris.
Or trying to.
I release him and he slides to the ground, coughing and clutching his throat.
Aiden’s brows furrow as he watches me with that calculative spark.
I’m known to not get worked up on the team, so this must be putting Aiden’s mind into a loop.
“Don’t fucking show up here again unless you plan to snatch your place back,” I bark at Chris and storm out of the locker room.
I need a long drive and a smoke. Or a few.
It’d be best if I don’t go back home tonight. Jonathan's face is the last thing I need to see.
Murderous energy looms over my head like a thick fog with no way out.
In the car park, I stop when I spot a petite figure lingering near the exit, right under the bulb.
She must be waiting for Daniel.
Earbuds in, Astrid has a sketchpad in her hands with her brows drawn. There’s a slight twist to her upper lip when she’s in full concentration. It’s adorable.
Adorable.
Fuck. I don’t remember the last time I ever thought of something as adorable.
Astrid isn’t one of those girls who wear their uniform skirts as short as possible or their jackets at tight as possible. She wears her uniform with a quiet elegance that fits her petite frame and rebellious character.
Only… she hasn’t been rebellious at all.
She did return to school after I barged into her house, but since then, she’s been keeping to herself.
No more distasteful pranks. No more challenges. No more… anything.
She’s been treating me as non-existent since she returned to school. I thought I wanted her to back off and know her place, but now that I think about it, the sudden lack of her fight is part of what’s been pissing me off.
I’ve been feeding off her negative energy like a starved predator, and now that she’s sealing herself in, I’m tempted to claw inside and pluck her out.
There’s something about her that keeps pulling me in and I’m not the type to back off until I see the end of it.
Time to see how much fight the princess has left.
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