Now that I could believe. I snuck another peek over at the men and saw that Cole and Declan were heading back in our direction. Girl talk time was over. But I was better for it—my head felt a whole lot clearer and they’d helped to calm some of my nerves.
“What did we miss?” Declan asked, sliding in next to me.
Cole was giving Cara an exaggerated scowl. “Whatever this one said about us, it’s not true.”
Cara batted her lashes. “I said nothing but wonderful things. Didn’t I, Hannah?”
I nodded dutifully. “They were extremely positive. And quite helpful.”
At their questioning looks, Cara said, “I told her it was up to you boys to show her how good it could be. Not that I want to know anything about it.” She frowned, then flashed them a wicked smile. “Don’t let her down, fellas. She’s a keeper and I think she’d make a good addition to the family.”
Cara and Katie slid out of the booth and went off to find their men, leaving me a blushing, sputtering idiot in their wake.
God, how embarrassing. They must have known exactly what we were talking about. I ducked my head to avoid their gazes, but Cole placed a finger under my chin and tilted my head up.
“She was right, you know. It is up to us.” Holy shit, he was sexy. My eyes were fixed on his lips and that scruff on his jaw. How would it feel to kiss him? “We can stay here, play some pool, have another beer. Or we could get out of here.”
Declan placed a hand on my thigh and my attention was drawn to those intense, blue eyes and those broad shoulders. “We
want you, Hannah. What do you say, will you let us show you how much?”
Oh holy fuck, there was no way in hell I could say no even if I wanted to. And I didn’t want to. I’d been living a nightmare for weeks…months. I’d given up my dream job and was on the run from a man who terrified me. I was desperate for release, and god knew I was so ready for a man-induced orgasm, I could barely sit still.
And now, two insanely hot men wanted to fuck me.
I let myself do what I’d been dying to do in the truck. Placing one hand on Cole’s thigh and the other on Declan’s, I looked from one to the other. “Show me.”
CHAPTER FIVE
HANNAH
The guys wasted no time flagging down the check and hustling me out the door. We left so abruptly I was a little afraid of what people might think. Cara and Katie and their men would surely know why we were leaving so soon after our little chat. But as soon as the thought occurred, I dismissed it. If there was one thing I’d learned about Bridgewater, no one here would judge me for having a threesome with Cole and Declan. Heck, they’d all been pushing them on me at the diner. Katie had even said she’d gotten it on with her men in the back hallway. If they didn’t care, why should I?
An odd sense of freedom and disbelief had me stifling a laugh as Declan reached for my hand in the parking lot just as Cole wrapped an arm around my shoulder. What was I doing? This was so not like me. I’d clung to the idea of Brad for so long because he was everything I was supposed to want. Handsome, he had all his hair and a good job. High military rank. A pension. On paper, he looked perfect, but in real life…
Then there were Declan and Cole. While they, too, were handsome—they made Brad look drab and toothsome—had jobs and all their hair, they came as a set. They were both interested in me, both wanted to get me naked. Together. In any other town in America, they’d be fighting each other over me. Here, in Bridgewater, they were working as a team to make me theirs.
Insane.
They guided me toward Cole’s truck and helped me up.
Once I was firmly wedged between them, the anticipation grew. I didn’t know if I was more nervous or excited, but either way I had a hard time sitting still. How were they going to do this? I knew the possible scenarios for a threesome. I’d read books, seen bad porn. If they were going to take me together, I had three holes for two cocks, so…I clenched my bottom at the idea of double penetration. I wasn’t ready for that. My bottom? Nothing had ever gone in there before. Would it hurt? Of course, it would. But Cara and Katie seemed perfectly fine and they never mentioned any challenges in that department when they gave me their pep talk. There was no way in hell their men weren’t interested in butt stuff. I was missing something, especially in that department, and I was sure the men would help me figure it out.
It seemed I wasn’t the only one who could hardly wait. The silence in the truck only added to my nerves and I bit my lip to keep from babbling like an idiot, which I had a tendency to do when I was nervous. I wanted to ask them about the logistics of the whole thing, but how did you ask a guy how he was going to fit in your virgin ass? Yeah, that wasn’t going to happen.
I mean, I hadn’t seen either of them naked, but there was no way either guy was small. No, if their cocks matched their physiques, then…
I clasped my hands together tightly and stared straight ahead. I was doing this. Holy shit, I was really doing this. Even the butt stuff. Somehow.
Declan reached over and unknotted my hands. Gently taking one in his, he brought it over to his lap and stroked it, massaging my palm with his thumb in a move that managed to ease some of my nerves while ramping up my senses. God, just that simple touch was enough to make my breathing shallow and my belly clench in anticipation.
When he finished, he placed my hand on his thigh, silently encouraging me to continue my exploration that I’d started back at the bar. He didn’t have to tell me twice. My hand seemed to have a mind of its own. I stroked his thigh and watched out of the corner of my eye as his erection hardened, bulging against his faded jeans. My mouth went dry. Holy shit, I was right. He was big. And long.
Oh god, my panties were totally ruined.
He took my hand and slid it up further. I didn’t pull away, my curiosity getting the better of me. I wanted to feel him, how big he was. With his hand over mine, I slid over his cock and he hissed out a breath. A flicker of triumph shot through me. It had been a long time since I’d felt so powerful with a man. But I had two men with me.
It was Cole’s turn. Leaving my hand on Declan’s cock, I reached out with the other for Cole and touched his upper thigh cautiously. “Should I touch you too?” I asked.