"I was."
"You were pissed that I made you come."
"No," she shakes her head. "I was pissed that I let you."
"Why? It was just an orgasm."
"No, it was a lot more than that."
I eye her carefully.
"It was your first time."
I think that she's going to lie, to deny it, but she doesn't.
"Yeah," she whispers. "It was my first time."
I'm both horrified and honored that she chose to let me be her first for that.
"Emilia..."
"It's okay," she says. "I know it didn't mean anything."
"And how do you know that?" I snap.
"Because it's you, Gavin, okay? I know what you think about me."
"And what do I think?"
"You think I'm the loser whose dad put yours away. You think I'm a bad person. You think I'm tarnished by my family legacy and that-"
But I cut her off with a kiss because none of those things are true.
I could never think poorly of her. Not Emilia.
She sucks in a breath, but I just keep kissing her and this time, I don't stop. This time, I pull down the straps of her tiny dress and her perky little breasts pop free. She gasps as I reach for one, running my hand over it. Then I move to the other.
"Fucking perfect," I whisper against her lips.
"Thank you," she says politely, and I laugh. Leave it to Emilia Riley to be completely proper when someone is getting ready to lick her nipples.
And then I do.
I drop my head, sucking one of those perfect little breasts into my mouth, and I taste her skin.
She groans, throwing her head back, but she fists my hair and pulls me closer. Good. She likes this and she wants more. I roll the other nipple between my fingers as I lick and suck on her breast, and then I switch to the other one.
She's quivering and gasping and making sweet little noises and they're the most wonderful things I've ever heard.
I want more of her.
I want so much more.
"Gavin," she whispers, and I move back to her mouth, kissing her again and again. I keep one hand on her breast and with the other, I cup her neck, pulling her close to me.
"You are so perfect," I tell her.
"Wait," she whispers, and I pull back to look at her curiously. We're in my Hyundai at Parker Point. We aren't going to be having sex here. Not tonight, anyway. She deserves for her first time to be special, and I'm not under any impression that Emilia is anything but completely innocent.