“You’re so beautiful, Rebecca.” He kissed my stomach and down to my thighs before spreading them wide.
“Oh, Austin,” I groaned. He kissed the sticky skin of my inner thighs before blowing on my pussy. “Please. I need you.”
He covered me with his mouth, his tongue gently teasing my folds. I slipped both hands into his hair and tugged him closer. I heard his cry as he moved deeper with his tongue and then circled my clit.
There was a passion to this tonight, a desperation. I sensed it, though I didn’t mind it at all. I wanted to be the one who he came to in times like this. I wanted to be the one who loved him.
Austin parted my legs and sucked my sensitive bud between his teeth. I cried out his name. I didn’t know what brought this on, but I liked the way that he worshiped me. His tongue teased and his teeth dragged against me. He slid a finger inside of me.
“Austin. Don’t stop!” I cried out.
I felt another finger dragging against my walls, feeling the pressure building inside of me. He bit down just as I came, tasting me, and keeping the orgasm going until I was breathless and weak.
Austin stood and slipped his shirt off before he opened the button to his jeans. They slid down to join the shirt, and I gasped as I saw that he was bare underneath. Something filled me with adrenaline. I pushed myself up to crawl toward him as Austin stared at me. “You’re so fucking perfect, Rebecca. You always were, and I was blind not to see that.”
I moved closer to him and licked the tip of his cock with my tongue. He was already salty. I sucked him into my mouth, and Austin gripped my hair, pulling out the ponytail. He held me as I sucked him, beginning to move with me. His hips drove him deep into my throat. I moaned and gripped his perfect ass to pull him closer and encourage his movements. Austin told me that he loved m
e before he jerked against me, filling my throat.
Austin made me feel so complete as I rested against him and took a deep breath. “God, I’ve never enjoyed that so much.”
“You’ve always been good at it, Rebecca. I’ve always loved this with you.” Austin stroked my hair. I looked up at him, and he smiled down at me. “I love you.”
“I think I like this romantic and rough side of you,” I told him. I dropped back onto the bed and held my hands out. Austin joined me. I sat up to stare at him, and he kissed me deeply. I could see myself on his lips, and he could taste himself in my mouth as he swept it with his tongue. God, that turned me on.
He was over me and pushing me on the bed before too long. He slid inside of me. Austin moved hard as he rocked back, fucking me and telling me he loved me. It was a perfect combination, and we came together. I screamed his name, and he buried his face into my damp neck.
“I love you, Austin,” I said. He collapsed against me and pulled out. I cried out with the void of him and sighed.
Austin rolled beside me and asked if I wanted some water. I nodded and watched as he headed to the kitchen through the dark house, giggling at the idea of doing this when I was in high school. I looked over and glanced at the clock. It was only eight. We couldn’t keep our hands off one another tonight.
He came back with a big bottle to share. Austin handed it to me before dropping on the bed and giving me a kiss. “That’s the kind of night with you that I needed. I’m sorry that Saturday wasn’t what I planned it to be.”
“Did you get that sorted out?” I asked him, watching Austin smile and nod. We snuggled together, making love slowly before we fell asleep to the sound of the wind outside of my window.
It was dark when I woke up to the sound of my phone from the living room. I turned it up when I left work in case someone needed me, and I looked at the clock to see that it was midnight. Kim! I managed to jump up and stumble into the living room where I’d dropped my purse on the floor. I knelt over it and dug through until I saw the screen lighting up. I grabbed it to see a strange number that I didn’t recognize on the screen. I didn’t even think that it was a local number. It was a text, but it had to be important at midnight. I noticed Austin’s name on the subject line before I swiped it, gasping at the image that would forever haunt me.
Austin was with Mia in the photo. Her naked breasts pressed against him as they kissed. He was touching her, and the familiarity between them was obvious to me. I let out a long, broken cry as I stared at the image. I could tell by the sign on the wall that the picture had been taken at the local hotel here in North Reed. I dropped onto my ass and closed my eyes as I started crying.
Did he do this with her before coming to fuck me? Was that the game that he was playing? I pulled myself together and walked to the bedroom. I shook him roughly as I held my phone in my hand.
“Baby, what is it?” Austin asked. I held out the phone to show him the picture. “Fucking bitch. I can explain this, Rebecca.”
“She’s near naked and you're kissing her in a local hotel. You’re touching her nipple in the picture, Austin. That’s pretty self-explanatory to me.” I felt myself go numb the way I did when he left before. Tears slid down my cheeks.
“Rebecca, this was a set-up. I knew that she was up to something, but I never expected this. Listen to me.” I dropped onto the edge of my bed and stared at the floor. He pulled me against him. “She was in town and told me to meet her at the hotel. I went to tell her to get the fuck out of my life. She wouldn’t take no for an answer. Mia was the only woman in New York who I saw on more than a casual basis, and I regret it so much now. She’s insane and manipulative, and she did this to break us up. What you don’t see is how I shoved her away and left the room.”
I was frozen against him. I couldn’t move except to let the last few tears slide down my cheeks. I gave him a second chance, and everybody was right about that. It did hurt like hell. “Who took the picture?”
“I don’t know. I never saw anyone else there, but I left right after this was taken. She must have had someone there waiting for the right moment. She answered the door in this stupid lingerie.” I stared at him. Austin held his hands up as I moved forward. “She took it off. Not me. I only touched her to get her away from me.”
I wanted to believe him, but my walls were back up around my heart. I wouldn’t let them down again for Austin. I wiped my face with my hand. He touched my shoulder, and I moved to shake his hand off while I went to get my robe. “This isn’t going to work, Austin.”
“Rebecca, I love you,” he insisted.
I stood to face him. “We’ve grown apart too much. You’re a different person now.” I waved my hand in the air and pushed back the pain. “I could never be her for you, and I can’t stand the idea of Mia and the other women who you slept with while we were apart. I’m just me. I live in a small town, and I work a really average job. I’m nobody special, and you moved on from here. You’re probably ready to drop the news that you’re moving back to New York any day now, so you can break my heart. Guess what? It’s done.”
“I love you, Rebecca. I wasn’t planning on just leaving you. I regret leaving you behind more than anything else in my fucking life. I don’t want to lose you again.”