Oh this love is blazing
And baby we're so high
Walking on cloud 9
Everybody was hooting and hollering, while recording us. I’m pretty sure that we would be somewhere on YouTube by the end of the night. We sang those words to each other from the depths of our soul. Ask me how I felt about Otis, and this song explained just that. I was walking on cloud nine with this man. My life with him has been nothing but a roller coaster since I’ve met him, but I was able to ride the wave and see the good in him. God knows, I didn’t want or need anybody else in my life but my Otis.
After the song went off, Otis kissed me on the cheek and told me that he would be right back. I stood there and a minute later, he was walking towards me with a chair, and sat it in the middle of the dance floor. He then held my hand and walked me down, and I had to mentally prepare myself for whatever it was that my husband was about to do. All of a sudden, the DJ started playing R Kelly’s Honey Love, and my husband removed his tux jacket. Everybody started screaming, because they knew that his ass was about to put on a show. After sitting his tux jacket on the nearby table, he made his way up under my dress with his head, trying to remove the garter that was on my right knee. The whole while, he made passionate kisses up my thighs, and I tried not to moan out load because his lips were feeling so good. Of course, Otis had to be extra and stay there a little while longer, and I swear I felt like I was about to have an orgasm, so I tried to move his head, but he wasn’t letting me.
Your love is like a lollipop, you're
so sweet and
your body's like a lemon drop
Sure taste good to me
So let's lay down and get close till
we become one
And I promise you baby oooooh
we gonna have fun, all night
“Otis stop, you’re embarrassing me,” I yelled over the music, my face flushed from embarrassment because this man was trying to remove the panties that I was wearing as well. He pulled the garter off with his teeth and when he came up, I playfully slapped him upside his head, which caused everyone in the room to burst out into laughter. After that, the DJ played Keyshia Cole’s I Choose You, and my husband and I danced together as I song in his ear.
“If it ain't you, it's not worth it
No matter what I do, nothing's working
Baby I know love's not perfect
Even if he gives me the world it'll never be enough
Cause I choose you
I choose you
And if it ain't you
Then it's just not worth it.”
That song pretty much wrapped up all the things that Otis and I had been through. In the midst of having to deal with outside bitches, losing my baby, and having to raise another daughter that wasn’t mine, I still chose this man. I still chose to spend the rest of my life with him, despite his flaws and all. This past year was tough for me, the toughest being me having to endure moving on with my life while I suffered from losing my baby. It took some time, but I was able to come to terms that maybe it was God’s plan, and I wasn’t about to start questioning God for what happened to me. I would forever stay in constant conversation with my lost child, and I would always love them. Otis didn’t even know it, but my ass was knocked up right now, as we speak. I planned on telling him that tomorrow though, after we made it to Jamaica. Yes! My baby and I were going to Jamaica for our honeymoon and I couldn’t wait.
“All the things we’ve been through baby, I still choose you and I love you so much, Mr. Otis Jackson,” I told my husband, meaning every single word.
“I love you too, Mrs. Latisha Jackson, and I still choose you too, always have and always will,” he said, placing a kiss on my lips as we danced the night away.
Ka’lani
I’m glad that the wedding turned out to be a success and that Otis and Tisha were finally able to get their happily ever after. Funny how Tisha didn’t want anything to do with Otis in the beginning, and how she snapped on my ass for giving him her number. Now look, she done managed to have this nigga’s baby, take in his other baby from a previous relationship, and marry the nigga. Nonetheless, I was so happy for them and I knew that they would last forever and a lifetime. Watching Tisha get married brought tears to my eyes, because I remember the shit that she went through when she was putting up with her ex-boyfriend, Mike. After that relationship, Tisha put up this guard over her heart and wasn’t letting anybody else knock down those walls that she had built up, but she was able to let Otis ease his way into her heart.
Also, for the most part, Symone and I were doing pretty well. I was so comfortable with her now that I would even let Aaliyah spend the night over at her house. Ty still wasn’t fuckin with Symone, but he was being cordial like I had asked of him, and that was good enough for me.
I knew sooner or later that Tamika and Kyla would be getting married next. Look at us, those little girls from Norland Middle were now grown with kids and getting married. Kyla’s ass was the only one who hadn’t gotten pregnant yet, but I knew that her ass would be next with all of the fuckin that her and Cevon did on a daily basis. Now me on the other hand, I wasn’t trying to have any more kids no time soon, because Aaliyah’s badass was enough for me to handle at the moment.