“Well, uhh, I was born here in Miami. I’m an only child. After graduating high school, I went to Tallahassee to attend Florida state, where I received my master’s in business administration,” Toya said.
“There’s nothing more attractive than a woman with an education and hardworking. So, what did you do with your degree?” my grandma asked.
Once again, Toya looked at me, as if she was stuck on what to say.
“I was working at a company, called Millers, as a buyer’s agent. I landed the job as soon as I graduated from college, and I had been there for the past two years, until something happened a few weeks ago and they let me go,” Toya said, and I could tell that it killed her to say that.
“Oh wow. I can already tell that you are a smart girl, so I know that you’ll find another job in no time,” my grandma said, which caused Toya to smile.
They continued to talk back and forth amongst each other, while I stood up to make myself some seconds. While I was fixing my plate, I heard a chair being pulled back and I looked back to see Toya running with her hand over her mouth, like she was trying to stop herself from throwing up. I looked back over at my grandmother and she had a smirk on her face.
“She’s pregnant,” my grandma beamed. “Oh, I know. I knew the moment she stepped foot inof this house. And that right there only confirmed it,” she said, smiling.
“She didn’t even tell me that, though,” I said, feeling myself getting pissed off.
I had wracked my brain, trying to figure out what was bothering Toya, and this was it was all along. She swore up and down that she was okay, and clearly she wasn’t. Shit like this pissed me off because Toya acts like she’s scared to tell me certain shit and I hated that. Yeah, I understood that I may overreact and shit sometimes, but damn, shit like this I needed to know about. Oh, I wasn’t going to say shit now, but I had something planned for her ass later. I know her body like I know the back of my hand, and I know how it feels to fuck pregnant pussy. I was with a bitch who swore the baby she was carrying was mine, so I knew exactly how it felt to be all up in and through pregnant pussy. Oh yeah, her ass was going to get to talking tonight!
Five hours later
“Ohh Dreee… fuccckkk” Toya screamed as I had her on her back and her legs pinned by her ears.
I was putting in major work on her ass, fucking her like a damn mad man. Her pussy was way wetter than usual, and it was gripping the hell out of my dick with the tightness. As soon as we got back in the house from visiting my grandma, I was on her ass like white on rice. We started downstairs and finally made our way up to the bedroom. I’m teaching her ass a lesson, and hopefully by the time I was finished with her ass, she’ll say some shit that a nigga wanted to hear. I pulled out of her and flipped her around, placing her on all fours.
“I don’t wanna do it anymore, Dre! Stop!” Toya said, but I ignored her protest and roughly grabbed her hair and began to thrust in and out of her, showing no mercy.
Shit, that pussy was biting! Normally, she would be able to match my strokes, but her ass clearly wasn’t keeping up. All she could do was moan out my name and I wanted to hear more than that.
“What’s good, T? Tell me how it’s feeling,” I taunted as I looked down at my dick and saw where she had came again.
She steady telling me to stop, but she kept wetting up a nigga’s dick. I slapped her hard as hell on her ass cheeks, and a few seconds later, I was coming right after her. I watched as her body collapsed onto the bed and I went into the bathroom to take a quick shower. When I was finished, I wrapped the towel around my body and went over to my dresser to throw on a pair of boxers and some basketball shorts. Normally, I would have dried Toya off and cuddled with her ass, but I was feeling some type of way, which is why I went downstairs, with my blunt in hand.
I went into the den and turned on the TV. I was down there for about ten minutes, when I heard footsteps coming down the stairs. Toya came into the den with me and sat down on my lap. She rested her head on my chest and began to softly cry.
“I’m pregnant, Dre,” she said, finally confirming to me what I wanted to hear.
“So why the fuck you crying about it? And why you just now telling me?” I asked, offended by the fact that she was crying just because she was carrying a nigga’s baby. Shit, I had been trying to knock her ass up since day one, and now it finally happened and she sitting here crying!
“Dre, baby you don’t understand. The baby isn’t yours. It’s James’,” she said, sniffing.
I pushed her ass off of me and stood up. “Fuck you mean it’s James? Didn’t your ass go to the motha fuckin’ hospital after that shit happened? Why the fuck are you just now telling me this shit?” I barked as she stayed crouched down on the floor, crying her eyes out.
“I wasn’t going to tell you because I was afraid that you would act the way that you’re acting right now! I was going to set up an appointment sometime this week and get the pregnancy terminated,” she cried.
“So, you had all of this shit just planned the fuck out? You weren’t even going to tell a nigga shit, huh? What, you were gone turn your phone off all day and claim to be with Charlie and Monae and come home to me and act like nothing fuckin’ happened? That’s real fucked up of you, Toya, because I consider your ass to be my best fuckin’ friend before anything, and I make sure I tell you everything. I never have your ass sitting in the dark about shit, and sometimes I don’t be wanting to tell you certain things, but I still do! Why? Because I care about your stupid ass! If we ain’t got trust, we don’t have shit. With that being said, you, me, whatever the fuck we had going on, this shit is through!” I said and I watched as her eyes bucked out of her sockets.
“Really, Dre? So because I was drugged and raped, you’re going to just walk away like it’s my fault! If it’s anybody’s fuckin’ fault, it’s yours! You brought your ass down to my job and fought him, and he took it out on me! If you ask me, half the shit that I’ve been going through lately is your fault. I lost my job because of you, and I was taken advantage of because of your ass,” she cried, letting me know how she really felt.
I ain’t gon’ lie, that shit kind of hurt because I never would have thought that she blamed that shit on me. If anything, I was trying to help her ass.
“I’m glad you feel that way, T. Lucky for you, you don’t have to ever worry about me fuckin’ your life up any more than I’ve already have,” I said, and left her right there on the floor.
I went upstairs into my bedroom and closed the door behind me. I loved Toya enough to let her go. Trust played a huge factor in a relationship, and right now I felt like I just couldn’t trust her ass. Here I was busting my ass for her, trying to make sure she was straight. She didn’t know it yet, but I had something really big up my sleeve for her. Now, it’s like I didn’t even know if she was worthy of it.
Chapter 3: Charlie
“You ready to do this?” I asked Toya as we pulled up to Today’s Women Medical Centers.
Today was the day that she was going to terminate the pregnancy, and I hated that I had to be the one to take her. Not because I was being selfish and didn’t want to, but because of the fact that I hated seeing her like this. I couldn’t empathize with Toya on this one because I didn’t know how it felt to be raped and impregnated by my attacker. I could only have my deepest sympathy, and as her best friend, I had to thug it out for her and take her for the ride.