That evening, after I take my mom out for ice cream closer to home, I email Max and start to formulate a plan.
A month later
* * *
It’s endless, my flight. Only six hours, but it feels like it takes six years. Maybe that’s how it goes when you figure out it’s time to put it all on the line.
When you realize that the thing you’ll most regret doing is not doing something.
Will it be easy?
Who the hell knows?
But easy isn’t the point of life.
Loving and learning and growing and making new dreams for yourself and the people you love is. I have so many dreams for Ruby and me, I’m going to need a Dodge Challenger, with its massive trunk space, for all of them.
I want to spill my hopes the second I get off the plane.
But now isn’t the time.
I have to wait one more day.
Now is the time, however, to haul her into my arms, and smother her in deep, dirty kisses.
She’s waiting for me at JFK on the other side of security, holding up a big hand-drawn sign.
* * *
Squeeze the day. And squeeze me while you’re at it?
* * *
I crack up, so ready to spend the month of June with this woman, so eager to tackle new adventures that have nothing to do with a list and everything to do with how we want to live our lives. When I cross security, she drops the sign and jumps me. She wraps her arms and legs around me like a koala and holds on tight, and instantly, everything is right in the universe.
I wrap her up in my arms. Kiss her hard. Thank my lucky stars that she’s mine.
Then I set her down and give her a proper kiss. Cupping her jaw, I bring my lips to hers. She melts against me.
When I let go, she smiles as wide as the city. “That kiss is almost justification for you living across the country.”
I smack her ass. “That’s what I was thinking too,” I say, even though that’s not at all true.
But I don’t want to give a single hint about the plan I’ve hatched.
I’d like to have sex with her in the Lyft.
But that’s pretty tacky.
Not to mention gross. And rude.
And I can wait. I like just talking to Ruby as much as all the other stuff.
On the drive to Brooklyn, I ask her to catch me up on everything.
She arches a skeptical brow. “Like everything that happened in the twelve hours since I last spoke with you?”
I roll my eyes. “Woman, it’s not the same. Tell me all the things you don’t tell me over the phone.”