Fuck.
I love him back.
Oh, he’s staring at me. Now he’s moving away.
“I’m sorry, Mer. You’re not ready. I shouldn’t have blurted that out like that. It’s too early.”
“No. No.” I shook my head at him and clutched his bicep. “It’s not. You just took me by surprise is all.”
I grabbed his chin with my fingers and turned his face to look at me.
“Garrett, I love you, too.” I laughed. “This is crazy. I have known you like two minutes.”
“I feel the same.” He smiled. “Maybe what we feel is lust, not love, but I don’t think so. It feels like love to me.”
“Tell me again.” I commanded.
“I love you.” He said with
out hesitation.
“I love you too.” I told him. My adrenaline was pumping, and I was ready for action all over again. I reached over and wrapped my hand around his dick.
“And I love your cock.”
“I love you holding my cock.”
I put him in my mouth and he pushed his hips towards me. “And I love you mouthing my cock.” He added with a groan as I sucked hard.
When Garrett returned to the Lodge, the next morning he called to tell me Julian didn’t even seem to remember that he had told him to move out.
“He’s just said, ‘hey man, did you get some pussy’.” He told me.
“And I hope you told him the truth,” I laughed.
“I did. I said I scored some real, hot, pussy with an older chick.”
“And what did he say to that?”
“He high-fived me.”
I sighed, “So I guess tonight you need to stay at the Lodge?”
“Yeah, I’ve offered to help tidy up. The place looks like the house was ransacked.”
“Okay, well I’ll miss you, but I’ll get some work prepped and see you tomorrow.”
“I could pop by your classroom after school.”
“You could…”
I spent my lunch with Tana who once again spoke about morning sickness and all the foodstuffs she couldn’t eat, all through the break. She made me feel guilty for tucking into my pastrami on rye but I’d been working up quite an appetite these last few days and needed the calories.
“So how are things with you?” She finally asked. “Anything happening in your love life?”
“Nope.” I told her, wiping my mouth with a napkin.
“Your face has pinked up. I know when you’re lying, I lived with you long enough. Your face used to turn the same color when I would ask if you knew why my Jo Malone Orange Blossom bath oil had gone down. How did your date go with that PT? Anything I should know?”