Her child. Every cell within her cried out for her baby, a voice she’d recognized since hearing his first tiny wail.
Adrenaline pumped stinging heat through her as she wove past another fir. She ducked behind a towering trunk and listened. Again, Evan’s laugh kissed the air. Dee pressed herself against the ice-slicked bark and peeked around.
Air whooshed from her lungs. Behind the camper where their binoculars couldn’t have seen, Evan danced through the snow in his navy-blue snowsuit with energy and health to spare. Scooping up a fistful from a drift, he packed it into a ball and pitched it at the wind chimes abandoned on the branches of a twisted oak tree by some long-ago camper. He giggled as his aim proved true.
That laugh wrapped around her soul and squeezed. Love pounded through her with an intensity that rivaled labor contractions, along with a relief so intense she could hardly contain it all. Tears chased each other down her cheeks. Her arms ached with an emptiness she would soon fill.
Evan.
She almost bolted forward before she remembered the inherent danger. Where was Blane? And Jacob? Dee scanned the small clearing and found no one.
Adult-size boot prints left twisting paths, some older and half-filled with fresh snow. The deepest, most recent ones led to the cab of the vehicle. Through the window she saw…Blane was inside.
Cranking the engine.
He couldn’t be leaving Evan. No way. He must be warming the car, in which case, time had run out for them. God, where was Jacob?>Like Dee.
Man, she was hot and didn’t even know it, a big part of her appeal. He flopped back on his bed, remembering the time he’d snuck into her room while she’d been bathing. He’d only wanted to freak her out a little to rattle Jacob. So he’d used some of his mom’s lipstick to write on Dee’s mirror.
He’d hoped to shake up Jacob and yeah, while he’d been watching, he’d seen the man get totally pissed off. He should have felt victorious…. But afterward, nothing had changed. Jacob hadn’t bolted back to Charleston with Emily in tow. Chase’s world was just as junked up as before and ready to explode.
For nearly a year the pressure in his head had built and built. He’d been about to break up with Emily this time last winter so he could go out with this other girl.
Then Emily had told him she was pregnant and now he had to make like he was a devoted dad when he was dying to bang this chick in his study hall. He could have walked away from Emily easily enough, though, at first, but his parents had put the screws to him about doing the right thing, blah, blah, blah.
He had to be free of her, and if that meant he had to leave the kid behind, too, then so be it. Now would be a good time to make his move, anyway, with all the local cops in a tizz because of Dee’s ex-husband.
Lucky bastard. Nobody seemed able to turn up squat about him. The guy had done a kick-butt job of covering his tracks. Disappearing into thin air.
Chase sat up, an idea sparking. Maybe that’s what he should do. Screw it all and leave this place. Sure he would miss Madison, but it wasn’t like the cops were letting him see her, anyway, since the misunderstanding at the Lodge. He’d only been helping himself to some money from the cash drawer, his due for things like shoveling the walk and helping out with the kid.
He swung his feet to the floor and opened his bedside table. There it was. His passport. He’d heard about tons of jobs with the oil pipelines coming out of Alaska. He could use the rest of the money he’d taken from the Lodge—enough for a bus or train ticket.
Eighteen tomorrow, he could start a new life in Canada, just like that “Mr. Smith” who’d been smart enough to offload his excess baggage.
And if Emily was wise, she would stay the hell out of his way or she would find herself in Dee’s shoes—dumped for dead by the side of the road.
So close.
Squinting her eyes against the early morning sun, Dee could hardly believe her child had been so close all along. Less than an hour away according to the phone trace on the cell call that had gone through. Thank goodness Evan had left the phone turned on long enough for authorities to trace the location.
Amazing how little time it took these days, but then maybe Jacob’s friend Spike really did know the “superspy” tricks Crusty had credited him with. Her heart warmed whenever she thought about the outpouring of support from those men she barely knew, men who’d dedicated all their time and energy into helping her find Evan.
Now Jacob drove as fast as he could, given the crummy conditions on the rutted, icy back road. The police wanted her to go to the station and wait while they pursued the matter.
Not a chance would she sit around. She was closer to the target location than the police and her child had said he was sick. Nothing would keep her from finding him as quickly as possible. She gripped the EpiPen in her pocket and prayed Blane hadn’t accidentally fed Evan anything with peanuts.
Dee was willing to meet authorities at the site—if she could see Evan and reassure herself he was well. She had to be there the minute they found her son. How frightened he would be to ride in a cop car. As much as she respected the local police, she knew the hoops they had to jump through sometimes to stay within legal boundaries. And frankly she didn’t trust that they would get their paperwork together before Blane had a chance to bolt away. She couldn’t take that chance with Evan’s life at stake.
Seconds whipped past with each jostle down the weathered road deeper into the forest north of Rockfish. Anticipation, tentative hope and more than a little fear spiraled inside her as they drove deeper into the cluster of icy firs. They hadn’t seen a house in at least ten or more minutes.
Jacob slowed, turning off the engine to coast silently downhill as the seasonal road narrowed to nothing more than sludgy dirt.
Dee held up her hand. “I know. Don’t get my hopes up.” As if she could actually control that. Still, she tried to be logical so Jacob wouldn’t worry about her wigging out. “It was just a cell call and the phone turned off shortly after that. They could be gone now.”
He simply nodded, his eyes on the road, keeping his silence.
Even as they coasted, engine soundless, every crunch of the tires over the irregular road overly loud. She knew intellectually their approach was stealthy. Still, she couldn’t stop wincing at every little noise.