In my excitement, I hadn’t realized I’d gotten myself into a position where I was straddling Duke, on the couch facing in. His hands were on my shoulders and he was giving me that knowing and adorable smile again. He shook his head ever so slightly and I could feel his leg vibrate underneath mine with a quiet laugh that moved his chest up and down.
“You don’t even have ADHD?” I whispered, shaking my head.
“Nope,” he whispered back. “But now I understand where you’re coming from.”
I looked right down at his bulge and could see he was hard. But at the same moment, an inexplicable lonely tear rolled down my cheek. I wasn’t a crier and it’s appearance surprised me. Duke wiped the tear away with the pad of his thumb. His big hands slid from my shoulders all the way down to the curve where my waist ended and my butt began.
“It’s like, not that serious. A lot of folks have it,” I said. I don’t know why I felt the need to explain it away. “But, now maybe you can see why it meant so much to me what you did that day. I’m not a manager. I’m a great idea person, a hard worker, but multi-tasking isn’t my strong suit and it won’t ever be. I get overwhelmed easily and sometimes I shut down when things become too much for me.”
Duke brushed a lock a hair away from my face and tucked it behind my ear. He leaned in and kissed my forehead, a sweet and innocent kiss of comfort.
That’s why, when you saved me, well, I didn’t even know what to say. I’ve lived my whole life wanting someone to step in and step up when I’m falling. I think that’s just me missing my mom. But you came along and did that, and I’ll never forget it. It was like, a really big moment for me.”
Duke nodded at me and caressed my cheek gently.
I sniffed. The tears were gone, but I felt emotionally exhausted.
“I really want to kiss you, Madison,” he said.
I nodded my head solemnly as shivers ran up and down my spine. I wanted to kiss him so badly, more than anything else in the whole world. But with that want came a terrifying prospect. If I had him, I could lose him, and it was easier to stay closed off then let someone all the way in and just wait for the other shoe to fall, for your heart to eventually break.
With his hand on my chin guiding him, he pulled me in close. I could smell the pine and sandalwood in his cologne and the powdery scent of his soap. When he took my mouth, it was full possession. Lips, teeth, and tongue all tempted me with sweet and skillful seduction. The way he nipped my lower lip made me feel like my brain would short circuit and as he ravaged my mouth, I could feel the hardness of his cock swell between my thighs.
I wanted it all. I wanted to give all and to take all from him.
Soon his hands came to my waist and he swiveled me off of his lap, only to recline and pull my body on top of his. Lying flat out on the couch, I could feel the length of his cock. It was as big and hard as the rest of him and I couldn’t help but stroke it through his pants as I kissed him.
“God, Madison, you’re like a drug. I can’t get enough of you,” he whispered into my ear.
I sat up, my hair a mess, and tugged my sweater over my head. It felt important to let it all out, to show him who I really was. I’d been made fun of for having big breasts at a young age, and I had some emotional scars that I wanted to lay bare before him.
He took me in his arms and kissed me again, nuzzled down my clavicle until I felt the tickle all the way in my stomach. When he unhitched my bra, I closed my eyes, and he kissed me softly on the lips while he thumbed my nipple into a hard pebble that begged for his mouth. I straddled his erection and lightly rode up and down on his massive bulge, just mere pieces of cloth separating our passion.
When Duke took my nipple between his teeth, I groaned more loudly than I meant to, and wetness soaked my panties as my body made itself ready for him.
“I think I have to go,” Duke said gently, still kissing my neck. “Or let me rephrase, if I don’t go, I’m going to have you sprawled out naked on the bed and I’ll be incapable of keeping my hands off you.”
“That’s okay,” I told him. I rubbed my cheek against his stubble and took his mouth again. My body was so eager that my mind wouldn’t calm down and listen to reason. “Actually, that sounds really good to me.”