Might as well get it over with. Once the show was over, he took her by the elbow and led her back to their suite. Their suite. How cosy that sounded. Like they were a couple. But they weren’t a couple. A couple of idiots, if anything. They had no right to be messing around. He had no right. She was a part of his family. By getting involved with her he had jeopardised every single relationship she had with his family. Would everyone treat her differently now they knew she had been his lover? Would they look at her differently? Would he be harangued for the next decade for not doing the right thing by her and leaving her alone?
‘I know what you’re going to say,’ Jake said even before he had closed the door of the suite.
She pressed her lips together for a moment. Turned and put the programme and her bag on the bed, then turned back to him and handed him her engagement ring. ‘I think it’s best if we end things now,’ she said. ‘Before we head back to London.’
Jake stared at the ring and then at her. She wanted to end it? Now? Before the two weeks were up? That wasn’t how ‘the talk’ usually went. Didn’t she want more? Didn’t she want them to continue their affair? Wasn’t she going to cry, beg and plead with him to fall in love with her and marry her? She looked so composed, so determined, as if she had made up her mind hours ago.
‘But I thought you said two weeks?’
‘I know but I can’t do it any more, Jake,’ she said, putting the ring in the top pocket of his jacket and patting it as if for safekeeping. ‘It was fun while it lasted but I want to move on with my life.’
‘This seems rather...sudden.’
She stepped back and looked up at him with those beautiful storm, sea and mountain-lake eyes. ‘Remember when we talked at breakfast?’ she said. ‘I’ve been thinking since... I can’t pretend to be someone I’m not. It’s not right for me or for you. You’re not the settling down type and it was wrong of me to shackle you to me in this stupid game of pretend. I should’ve just accepted Myles’s break-up with dignity instead of doing this crazy charade. It will hurt too many people if we let it continue. It has to stop.’
Jake wanted it to stop. Sure he did. But not yet. Not until he was satisfied his attraction to her had burned itself out. It was nowhere near burning out. It had only just started. They’d been lovers two days. Two freaking days! That wasn’t long enough. He was only just starting to understand her. To know her. How could she want to end it? They were good together. Brilliant. The best. Why end it when they could have two more weeks, maybe even longer, of fantastic sex?
But how much longer?
The thought stood up from a sofa in the back of his mind where it had been lounging and stretched. Started walking toward his conscience...
Jake knew she was right. They had to end it some time. It was just he was usually the one to end flings. He was the one in the control seat. It felt a little weird to be on the receiving end of rejection. ‘What about Emma Madden?’ he said. ‘Aren’t you worried she might make a comeback when she hears we’ve broken up?’
‘I think Emma is sensible enough to know you’re not the right person for her. It will hurt her more if we tell even more lies.’
‘What about Bruce Parnell?’ God, how pathetic was he getting? Using his clients as a lever to get her to rethink her decision?
‘Tell him the truth,’ she said. ‘That you’re not in love with me and have no intention of marrying me or anyone.’
The truth always hurt, or so people said. But it didn’t look like it hurt Jaz. She didn’t seem to be the least bit worried he wasn’t in love with her. She hadn’t even asked him to declare his feelings, which was just as well, because they were stuffed under the cushions on that sofa in his mind and he wasn’t going looking for them any time soon.
‘You’re right,’ he said. ‘Best to end it now before my parents start sending out invitations.’
She bit her lip for a moment. ‘Will you tell them or will I?’
‘I’ll tell them I pulled the plug,’ Jake said. ‘That’s what they’ll think in any case.’
Her forehead puckered in a frown. ‘But I don’t want them to be angry with you or anything. I can say I got cold feet.’
‘Leave it to me. Do you still want me to have a look over your business?’
‘You wouldn’t mind?’
‘Why would I?’ he said with a smile that was harder work than it had any right to be. ‘We’re friends, aren’t we?’
Her smile was a little on the wobbly side but he could see relief in every nuance of her expression. ‘Yes. Of course we are.’