I mentally shrugged. What the hell? Gus wouldn’t judge me and I didn’t think Kemp or Poe would either. Worst case scenario, Gus wouldn’t be interested and nothing would have changed. I hadn’t had him in ten years.
I wanted a guy to have the same kinks as me. What better way to do that then get them out in the open right away? I didn’t need to get naked and in a guy’s bed to learn he couldn’t—or more likely, wouldn’t—do it for me. This saved a lot of time and energy getting redressed.
I glanced between the three of them who waited patiently. “I like to share, too.”
A rumble came from Poe’s chest.
Gus sat up straight at that, eyes filled with surprise, but eager interest. “Meaning…”
I licked my lips, looked between the three of them. “Meaning, I want to see whose dick really is the biggest.”
4
KEMP
* * *
“With three men, you won’t get vanilla,” I told her.
Holy. Fucking. Shit.
She wanted all three of us. Her.
God, look at her. Sleek dark hair, dark eyes. Her skin was pale, but had a healthy tan from being outside. She was gorgeous in that subtle way. Not flashy. Hell, she was wearing a sheriff’s uniform shirt, which had to be barely one small step up from potato sack when it came to being sexy. But she was. So fucking sexy my dick had gone harder than a fence post in two seconds flat the moment I saw her.
And she wasn’t a tiny thing either. I’d worried about that whenever I’d been with a woman. I was a big guy. Big everywhere and I’d always had to be gentle. With my hands, my body, my dick.
Parker though, had to be almost six feet tall. Sturdy, lush. Strong.
Gus had talked about her, how she’d been his first, how she’d been the one who got away. But, was now back in town. He’d seen her at the family ranch, wanted her. Hoped we’d all get to have her. But it hadn’t been that casual, like he’d run across his old fourth grade teacher at the grocery store. No, he’d talked about her, and talked about her some more. I’d wanted to roll my eyes for how he kept at it. How fucking gorgeous she was, how hot it had been with her, how she was even more amazing now. All that seemed a little far-fetched since he hadn’t even talked with her since she’d been back. But he’d been adamant. His dick had been hard and he’d told us how often he’d had to rub one out just fantasizing about her.
That had been a lot of hoping and I’d discounted his obsession. It had been too much to wish for, a woman who’d want the three of us. Who could handle us all and he’d never said she’d go for that.
Still, he was whipped.
And now so was I. He’d been right. Every fucking word. I felt like I knew her, recognized her even though I’d never seen her before. I felt a connection, desire. Need. I needed Parker and that was fucking insane. Especially since she wanted all of us.
She stared at me now with those fathomable brown eyes. I saw heat there, wariness, too. The fact that she was brave enough to share probably her darkest, most illicit desires made me so proud of her. And I’d only just met her.
“I understand. I don’t want vanilla,” she replied, her voice soft. While she’d admitted to a huge truth, she’d become a little nervous.
I set down the sandwich I’d taken from her hand. “You won’t be in charge with the three of us.”
She’d made herself clear. It was our turn to tell her how it would be. We wanted her right there with us, so her awareness and consent were crucial.
She shook her head. “No.”
Gus reached out, put his fingers to her chin and made her look at him. “You’re the sheriff, pixie. Lots of responsibility. You want us to clear that head of yours.”
“You want to give over, to submit, don’t you?” Poe asked.
She nodded and Gus dropped his hand away. “Say it, pixie.”
I watched as she licked her lips, then swallowed. “I want you to take control.”
Oh fuck. I wanted to dominate her, to give her that. To make her forget everything but what we told her to do. Her job had to be stressful as fuck. Keeping the county safe, dealing with the mayor, the city council, drunks, wife beaters and worse. She needed a break, to hand off all the stress and let someone take care of her for a while.
I had no problem doing that, being that person for her. No question Poe and Gus were right there, too. I couldn’t wait a second longer.