"Yes," said Peter, "I think that's the one thing he just didn't believe, not even at the end."
"It wasn't cold blood," said Theresa.
"Yes it was," said Bean.
"It was, Mother," said Peter. "It was the right thing to do, and he chose to do it, and it was done. Without having to work himself up into a frenzy to do it."
"That's what heroes do," said Petra. "Whatever's necessary for the good of their people."
"When we start saying words like 'hero,'" said Bean, "it's time to go home."
"Already?" said Theresa. "I mean, Petra just got here. And I have to tell her all my horrible stories about how hard each of my deliveries was. It's my duty to terrify the mother-to-be. It's a tradition."
"Don't worry, Mrs. Wiggin," said Bean. "I'll bring her back every few days, at least. It's not that far."
"Bring me back?" said Petra.
"We left the Hegemon's employ, remember?" said Bean. "We only worked for him so we'd have a legal pretext for fighting Achilles and the Chinese, so there'd be nothing for us to do. We have enough money from our Battle School pensions. So we aren't going to live in Ribeirao Preto."
"But I like it here," said Petra.
"Uh-oh, a fight, a fight," said John Paul.
"Only because you haven't lived in Araraquara yet. It's a better place to raise children."
"I know Araraquara," said Petra. "You lived there with Sister Carlotta, didn't you?"
"I lived everywhere with Sister Carlotta," said Bean. "But it's a good place to raise children."
"You're Greek and I'm Armenian. Of course we need to raise our children to speak Portuguese."
The house Bean had rented was small, but it had a second bedroom for the baby, and a lovely little garden, and monkeys that lived in the tall trees on the property behind them. Petra imagined her little girl or boy coming out to play and hearing the chatter of the monkeys and delighting in the show they put on for all comers.
"But there's no furniture," said Petra.
"I knew I was taking my life in my hands picking out the house without you," said Bean. "The furniture is up to you."
"Good," said Petra. "I'll make you sleep in a frilly pink room."
"Will you be sleeping there with me?"
"Of course."
"Then frilly pink is fine with me, if that's what it takes."
Peter, unsentimental as he was, saw no reason to hold a funeral for Achilles. But Bean insisted on at least a graveside service, and he paid for the carving of the monument. Under the name "Achilles de Flandres," the year of his birth, and the date of his death, the inscription said:
Born crippled in body and spirit,
He changed the face of the world.
Among all the hearts he broke
And lives he ended far too young
Were his own heart
And his own life.