The man in front of her looked aggrieved, but he wasn’t to be deterred from his course. “First you must be judged worthy. Take your chosen bride to the marriage bed. ”
At least he didn’t call him the Scorpion again. It would have made her giggle. Perhaps she shouldn’t have indulged in the glass of wine, but she could have barely faced all this sober, could she?
For a moment Lucien didn’t move. And then he put his hand beneath her arm and led her toward the altar. She might have thought his hand was like ice beneath her skin, but she was too cold to be certain. She allowed herself one brief glimpse at him. He looked like a wax figure, expressionless, emotionless.
He stopped in front of the bed. The portly goat-man had been following, and as Lucien turned her to face the crowd the man said, “Do you join us of your own free will, my lady? Is it your wish to be one of us?”
The silence in the room was so complete one could have heard a stray mouse. She glanced at Lucien, his cold, pale face. “Not exactly,” she allowed in a carrying voice. “It appears to be my lord’s wish, and my wish is to make my lord happy. ” It felt like it was the last smile she would ever have the strength to summon, and she flashed it toward him, hoping he would miss the bleak misery in her eyes.
Another murmur of conversation from the crowd, but apparently it was agreement enough. “My Lord Scorpion, you may retire,” said the man, and took her cold hand away from the man she was fool enough to love.
For a moment she lost sight of him, as the avid crowd pushed closer, and the pudgy man led her toward the bed. Bloody hell, she thought. Clearly she’d played this wrong. At every minute she’d expected Lucien to renege, to pull her back, but he’d done nothing. This was his will.
And she was half tempted to go through with it, just to spite him.
She glanced down at the bed. Did they really expect her to disport in public? Clearly they did. Would Lucien watch, unmoved? Clearly he would.
And what would happen if she suddenly screamed no and smacked the little toad beside her? And what was keeping her from doing so?
Hope? Surely that was long gone. Pride? That couldn’t be worth this kind of shame, to stand here practically naked in front of all these people. Why the hell had she dumped her domino? She was a fool and a half to put up with this nonsense. It was past time to put an end to it.
The toad was intoning something about the bonds of submission but she was paying no attention, and she opened her mouth to tell them all to sod off, when a velvet scarf was yanked around her mouth, effectively silencing her, just as someone else tied her wrists together.
She panicked then. She’d waited too long. They placed a hood over her head, and she felt herself lifted and placed on the bed, and no matter how hard she struggled there seemed to be hands everywhere, holding her down.
“Do not worry about her struggles,” she heard the voice say, as she tried to scream against the gag. “It is simply part of the ceremony. She has given us her word free and clear that she wishes to participate, and we will …”
“Get your hands off her. ”
She heard those words, loud and clear, and she fell back against the bed, no longer struggling. The hands were still holding her down, hands on her shoulders, hands on her legs. “You heard me. ” Lucien’s voice was cold and clear, murderous. “If anyone touches her I’ll kill them. ”
All the hands immediately left her, and she tried to sit up. She felt dizzy, her terror making her light-headed in the muffled darkness, and she felt Lucien approach her, knew him by the feel of him, the warmth of him. He took her bound hands in his and cut the ties, so that they fell apart. He pulled the hood from her head and she blinked in the now bright candlelight as he reached behind her and unfastened the gag, letting it drop to the floor.
“I find I’m more possessive than I realized,” he said, and took her arm and pulled her to her feet. He whipped off his own black domino and covered her with it, shielding her from the avid eyes.
She was trembling, afraid she wouldn’t be able to stand, but she refused to show weakness in front of these pathetic creatures. He put his arm around her waist, ostensibly out of affection, but she could feel his silent support, just as she’d helped him up to the house a few short days ago. And she wanted to weep.
But she kept her face stony cold as he led her down the long walk to the door. He paused, for one brief moment as he glanced into the crowd, and she could feel shock vibrate through his body. And then he moved on, leading her from the hall in grim silence.
There were curious eyes on them as they descended the staircase, but he simply scooped her up in his arms and she instinctively put her head against his shoulder, hiding her face. He didn’t pause, didn’t speak to anyone, and she could feel his body tremble as he carried her. She wasn’t sure if it was from anger or her weight, and she didn’t care. She wished she weighed five stone more. It would serve him right.
To her astonishment he placed her in a waiting carriage, settling her gently on the seat, and for a moment she dazedly wondered whose carriage he was stealing. And then she recognized his own, from the softness of the squabs, the faint scent of sandalwood and Lucien, a dark, spicy scent that had once seemed like everything she had ever wanted.
She knew it, now that it was too late. She’d loved him, and he betrayed her. It made no difference that in the end he’d recanted. He could have a thousand reasons for that.
He’d thrown her away, and he’d lost her.
She would have hoped he had the decency to let her ride alone. He had little decency, if any. He climbed in beside her and tried to pull her into his arms.
She kicked him to get away, ending up on the opposite seat in a far corner. He wouldn’t be able to see her face. He should have known that she wasn’t to be touched.
But he said nothing. The carriage moved forward a moment later in the cool night air, and she felt the rich fur throw tossed over her in the darkness, without a word.
She would have liked to have thrown it on the floor and stomped on it, but she was too cold in the ridiculous clothes he’d made her wear. So she simply wrapped it around her, pulling it up around her ears, and closed her eyes, shutting him out completely.
Still, she thought. The carriage had been ready and waiting this entire time.
Well, how extremely interesting, Christopher St. John thought, moving away from the crowd. The future countess of Rochdale had certainly told off the Heavenly Host quite nicely. And Rochdale himself had been as coldblooded as ever, offering up his future wife as if she were a decent bottle of port to be shared.