"No. I'll just say it got misfiled. That happens a lot here. "
"How long did you think it was you?"
"Like a month. "
"What about the dreams and the names and stuff it talks about, you didn't have any of that, right?"
"I thought I was just growing into my powers. I made a lot of lists of people I wanted gone. "
"Yeah, I do that. And you just found out yesterday that it was Asher?"
"Yeah," said Lily.
"That sucks," said Abby.
"Life sucks," said Lily.
"So, what now?" asked Abby. "Junior college?"
They both nodded, woefully, and looked into the depths of their respective nail polishes to avoid sharing the humiliation of one of them having gone from dark demigod to local loser in an instant. They lived their lives hoping for something grand and dark and supernatural to happen, so when it had, they took it more in stride than was probably healthy. Fear, after all, is a survival mechanism.
"So all these things are soul objects?" asked Abby, as cheerfully as her integrity would allow. She waved to the piles of stuff Charlie had marked with "Do Not Sell" signs. "There's like a person's soul in there?"
"According to the book," said Lily. "Asher says he can see them glow. "
"I like the red Converse All Stars. "
"Take them, they're yours," said Lily.
"Really?"
"Yeah," Lily said. She took the All Stars off the shelf and held them out. "He'll never miss them. "
"Cool. I have the perfect pair of red fishnets I can wear with them. "
"They probably have the soul of some sweaty jock in them," Lily said.
"He may worship at my feet," said Abby, doing a pirouette and an arabesque (remnants, along with an eating disorder, of ten years of ballet lessons).
So I'm like a Santa's Helper of Death?!" Charlie said, waving his coffee cup. The tall man had untied his one arm so he could drink his coffee, and Charlie was baptizing the stockroom floor with French roast with every gesture. Mr. Fresh frowned.
"What in the hell are you talking about, Asher?" Fresh felt bad about hitting Charlie Asher with a cash register and tying him up, and now he was wondering if the blow hadn't caused some sort of brain damage.
"I'm talking about the Santa at Macy's, Fresh. When you're a kid, and you notice that the Santa Claus at Macy's has a fake beard, and that there are at least six Salvation Army Santas working Union Square, you ask your parents about it and they tell you that the real Santa is in the North Pole, and he's really busy, so all these other guys are Santa's helpers, who are out helping him with his work. That's what you're saying, that we're Santa's helpers to Death?"
Mr. Fresh had been standing by his desk, but now he sat down again across from Charlie so he could look him in the eye. Very softly he said, "Charlie, you know that that's not true now, right? I mean about Santa's helpers and all?"
"Of course I know that there's no Santa Claus. I'm using it as a metaphor, you tool. "
Mr. Fresh took this opportunity to reach out and smack Charlie upside the head. Then immediately regretted it.
"Hey!" Charlie put down his cup and rubbed one of his receding-hairline inlets, which was going red from the blow.
"Rude," said Mr. Fresh. "Let's not be rude. "
"So you're saying that there is a Santa?" Charlie said, cringing in anticipation of another smack. "Oh my God, how deep does this conspiracy go?"
"No, there's no goddamn Santa. I'm just saying that I don't know what we are. I don't know if there is a big Death with a capital D, although the book hints that there used to be. I'm just saying that there are many of us, a dozen that I know of right here in the city - all of us picking up soul vessels and seeing that they get into the right hands. "