“Yes-yes-yes-yes-yes.” She screamed over and over as her ass moved faster and her legs rocked back and forth on my hips with her orgasm.
I pulled out again and came all over her stomach before dropping my head to her shoulder. “Fuck I didn’t mean to do this.” I felt her tense beneath me and turn away.
“Don’t be like that Dakota, you have to understand. I feel like I’ve taken your innocence, like I’ve taken advantage of you. Everything that I’ve done for you before now seem to be tainted, as if this was my purpose all along.”
“But I wanted you to, I still do daddy.” Was it perverse that I like hearing her call me that in that sweet sexy voice? That daddy no longer meant what it used to?
Was that the attraction, the taste of the forbidden? Somehow I don’t think so. I’d never felt in anyway sexual towards her in the beginning when we first brought her home, when she first started calling me that.
And even after Natalia was gone and I realized I had feelings for her, I never meant to act on them. It was only after seeing her naked ass under her skirt that I’d lost all will to resist.
“Listen honey, you have to give me some time to think about this. It’s a big change for both of us and you’re still my first priority. I still have to make sure I do what’s right for you.”
She didn’t seem to be listening and her stubborn little face was set. I’d forgotten that look.
It was obvious I wasn’t getting anywhere with her, and it would be beyond confusing to tell her these things and still share her bed again tonight, so I got up and left her room and went back to my cold lonely bed.
14
Dakota
We were at a stalemate. He hadn’t touched me in days and it was as if he was avoiding me altogether.
In the mornings he was gone long before I woke up and he never came home until long after I was in bed at night.
I missed him so much it hurt, and when I gave in and called he’d let my calls go to voicemail and text me back later with some mundane excuse.
I didn’t see him for a whole week in which I worried every second that he was with her. That he’d made up his mind about us and once again I’d lost.
When she came over one night right after he came home early for once, I saw red and came very close to saying or doing something I’d regret.
This time I didn’t run away like a little girl, this was my home she was the intruder. Apparently she was there to pick up some papers. I learned this when I listened in at the door to his office after following them.
I also heard more than she expected me to. “I think I know what your problem is, you need to have a child of your own. Your wife couldn’t have children but there’s nothing stopping you and I…”
I didn’t hear what else she said as my whole world came crashing down. My heart felt like it was broken in a million pieces as I walked away in tears.
I didn’t hear her leave but he came to my room not long after and found me in tears. “Why are you crying?”
I don’t know what came over me, but it was as if all the old hurts and disappointments and fears just boiled up inside me and I just flew off the bed and attacked him.
“Did you sleep with her you bastard?” I pounded his chest and shoulders with my fists as tears ran down my face.
I swore at him, telling him how much I hated him, her and everyone else in this rotten world. I lost it completely and just let it all out.
“Stop it.” He held my hands together and I used my feet and teeth as I went wild.
“Did you fuck her?” The words came out choppy and disjointed past the pain in my heart.
“No I didn’t sleep with her.”
“I don’t mean now I mean those days and nights when you were avoiding me.”
“I said no now stop it.” He shook me but I was too mad to stop.
“I hate you, why is she coming here?” I dug my nails into his chest and tried to bite him. We wrestled with each other until he pushed me back against the bed.
“Is this what you want?” He pulled his cock from his shorts and spread my legs open. I was naked under his tee shirt. My breasts hurt and between my legs I was wet and needy.
I felt him come into me deep and my world righted itself again. I grabbed his shoulders and wrapped my legs around his ass pulling him deeper into me as our lips met in heat and passion.