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“He’s dangerous, Lilah.”

I stop in my tracks with that warning, which is obviously about Kane, my lashes lowering with the realization that despite how much Rich wants to stay here with me, he’s in fact leaving for me, to help me. And I do trust him, which means he deserves honesty from me. I turn to face him. “You see what I wish I was, Rich. He sees who I am. I will never live up to your expectations, but I wanted to. I tried. But I will always live up to his expectations, when I wish I wouldn’t. But I’m me. I can’t be something I’m not.”

“I see more than you think I see, Lilah.”

“Part of me wishes that were true. The other is really fucking happy it’s not.” I turn, and this time I hurry down the steps and don’t look back. Once I’m at my car, I’m aware of the absence of a note. Junior has disappeared. I settle into the driver’s seat of my rental, and I decide it’s good that Rich is leaving. I can’t be around him right now, not when this investigation has turned to my mother, who may very well have been murdered. I don’t want the pressure of being good. In fact, I want to let myself be really damn bad.

CHAPTER NINETEEN

Fifteen minutes later, I’ve just pulled into the driveway of my father’s sprawling white mansion and parked under the willow tree, with no other vehicles in sight, when Murphy calls. “What happened with Rich, Agent Love?” he asks.

“I don’t speak for Rich.”

“I asked you, not Rich.”

“It’s not safe for him here.”

“Are you suggesting Kane Mendez would kill him?”

“I don’t remember bringing up Kane’s name at all, and frankly, I’m the one who wanted to put a knee in his groin and grind it a few times before repeating.”

He’s silent. “Agent Love.”

I’m pretty sure that’s a reprimand, but I’m not feeling all that willing to accept it right now. “I didn’t sleep last night. That comment was my version of nice today.”

“Pretend you’re undercover and the person you’re pretending to be has slept and get a better attitude.”

I bite back a smart reply about preferring my role-play to end in the pleasure this conversation is not giving me. “Did you have the conference call?”

“Yes. I did. And Kane gave us an asset by filing a lawsuit against the NYPD along with our New York City bureau, while leaving us, you, out of the picture. Therefore, you have two options: claim jurisdiction today or come home today and let the New York City bureau claim jurisdiction. There is no in-between. There is no extra time.”

“I have balls in the air I can’t let fall. I need until tomorrow to do this right.”

“You have until midnight to either tell me, or I expect you on a plane back here tomorrow. Don’t argue. You won’t win. Understand? Say ‘yes, Director’ or say ‘yes, asshole.’ Say no. It still changes nothing.”

“Yes, Director,” I bite out.

“Ah, submission. Oh how sweet it is.” He disconnects.

I grimace and slide my phone into my jacket pocket, exiting the car and crossing the yard, my fingers brushing my mother’s ivy on the exterior of the stucco as I pass. “Otherworld, Lilah,” I whisper, trying again to force myself to live in that mental zone beyond a short, intense crime scene.

I climb a dozen stone steps to reach the wide porch, where two heavy wooden rocking chairs frame the entrance left and right. Once I’m there, I reach for the door handle and hope it’s unlocked, but I hit a roadblock when it doesn’t budge. I ring the bell. A twentysomething pretty blonde in a lilac-colored velvet sweat suit and a cleavage-dipped T-shirt answers the door. “Lilah,” she greets.

“You know me?”

“I’ve seen tons of pictures. I’m Katie, the new house manager.”

“House manager,” I say, nearly choking on the laughter I hold back. “I won’t ask what that job description entails. Step aside.”

“Your father isn’t here.”

“And?”

“And I can’t—”

I step forward and come toe to toe with her, crowding her to the point that she instinctively backs up. I enter the half-moon-shaped foyer and turn to her. “Where is Jennifer, by the way?” I ask of the house manager who preceded her and practically raised me and my brother.

“I have no idea. She was gone when I started.”

“Right. I’ll just wait for my father in the other room.” I ignore the stairwell directly in front of me, which is made of the same gray wood that is beneath my feet, and cut right, walking into my father’s office. I turn and Katie is rushing toward me. “Sorry. I need to make some calls and need privacy. FBI business.” I shut the double doors and lock them.

Certain I only have a few minutes before my brother storms over here at my father’s demand that I be removed, of course, I hurry forward, round my father’s heavy mahogany desk, and sit down. My gaze lifts to the bookshelves framing a sitting area full of big, comfy furniture, and I have a mental flash of my mother curled up on one of the chairs reading while my father worked. I shake it off and reach for a drawer, only to find it locked. Knowing my father more than most might think, I stand up and walk to the bar in the corner, open the leather case that holds an expensive-ass bottle top, and remove it to grab the key. Returning to the desk, I open the drawers and start going through files, using my phone to take photos of various financial transactions, contracts with vendors, and pretty much anything I’ll want to analyze in more detail. I even take photos of all the business cards he has stuffed in a top drawer, as well as a few numbers scribbled on a pad of paper.

At twenty minutes, I know that I’ve pushed my luck, and I lock the desk and return the key to the leather box at the bar. I’m about to leave, but the forty-year-old bottle of scotch sitting on the bar works for my plan for the rest of the morning. I grab it and head for the door. Katie is sitting on the stairs and jumps up when I exit. She places herself directly under my mother’s teardrop chandelier, which bothers me for personal reasons that are likely misplaced and ridiculous. I have many things to worry about other than who my father is bending over his desk.

I walk past her and exit the door, pulling it shut behind me. I hurry down the steps and turn to the sidewalk only to find the billionaire asshole himself, Pocher, walking toward me, his Jaguar Roadster parked next to my piece-of-shit rental. “Lilah,” he greets with a smug look on his face that makes me want to punch him.

“Pocher,” I say, his navy-blue suit fitted perfectly to his slender frame, his salt-and-pepper hair sprayed to an unmovable freeze. “Do you know what they say about suits as perfect as yours?”

“They wish they could afford one?”

“Money mobsters,” I say. “At least that’s what we call you people at the agency.”

“You people? Like Kane Mendez.”

“Kane isn’t as gentle as your kind. You know that. Why are you here?”

“Your father left a file he needs for today’s charity auction here, and he’s tied up preparing for his speech. Are you joining us?”

“Since I wasn’t invited, and since I have dead bodies and money mobsters to contend with, no.” I start to step around him.

He steps in front of me. “What brings you here, Lilah?”

“I wanted to roll around on my old bed and see if I could smel

l my mother’s perfume. You remember her, right?”

His eyes narrow. “Yes. I do. You are more like her than I realized.”

“You need to step aside,” I say.

“Of course.” He rotates to allow me to pass, and I walk to my car, feeling him watch me every step of the way. I open the door and turn to find him standing in the center of the sidewalk, just staring at me. “I forgot,” I say. “I came for this, too.” I lift the bottle. “My father owed me this.”

“That’s an expensive bottle of scotch. Why’d he owe you that?”

“For putting up with you, but it’s only going to take the edge off. The pain will be right back in the morning.” I climb into the car, seal myself inside, and drive the fuck away.

Asking for favors when I feel like a bitch who wouldn’t mind having a baseball bat in hand—because my gun would be a little too extreme—isn’t easy, which is why I show up at Lucas’s door bearing gifts. I ring the bell and wait for about thirty seconds for him to answer before I start knocking. He yanks the door open, his preppy Tarzan good looks in full force today, complete with a sunburn across his nose, a snug white T-shirt, and ripped jeans.

“Must be nice to work from home and investment-bank or whatever you do,” I say.

“Or whatever I do?” he snaps. “I make a shit-ton of money for most of this town and beyond.”

“Right. Money. Lots of it.” I hold up the scotch but don’t fully allow him to see the bottle, and I step toward him. “I bring gifts, well, a gift.” He backs up and allows me to enter, and I pause in the foyer in front of him. “It’s a really good gift,” I say, presenting the front of the bottle.

He glances down at it. “Holy fuck. Forty-year single malt. You brought me a fifteen-thousand-dollar bottle of scotch?”

“Yep,” I say, heading down the hallway. “I brought us a fifteen-thousand-dollar bottle of scotch.”

The door shuts behind me. “Is there a body you want me to bury?” he calls out as I enter the living room framed by windows, the curtains drawn to display his massive egg-shaped pool. I head to the white stucco bar in the corner, grab two crystal glasses, and turn to look at him.


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“He’s dangerous, Lilah.”

I stop in my tracks with that warning, which is obviously about Kane, my lashes lowering with the realization that despite how much Rich wants to stay here with me, he’s in fact leaving for me, to help me. And I do trust him, which means he deserves honesty from me. I turn to face him. “You see what I wish I was, Rich. He sees who I am. I will never live up to your expectations, but I wanted to. I tried. But I will always live up to his expectations, when I wish I wouldn’t. But I’m me. I can’t be something I’m not.”

“I see more than you think I see, Lilah.”

“Part of me wishes that were true. The other is really fucking happy it’s not.” I turn, and this time I hurry down the steps and don’t look back. Once I’m at my car, I’m aware of the absence of a note. Junior has disappeared. I settle into the driver’s seat of my rental, and I decide it’s good that Rich is leaving. I can’t be around him right now, not when this investigation has turned to my mother, who may very well have been murdered. I don’t want the pressure of being good. In fact, I want to let myself be really damn bad.

CHAPTER NINETEEN

Fifteen minutes later, I’ve just pulled into the driveway of my father’s sprawling white mansion and parked under the willow tree, with no other vehicles in sight, when Murphy calls. “What happened with Rich, Agent Love?” he asks.

“I don’t speak for Rich.”

“I asked you, not Rich.”

“It’s not safe for him here.”

“Are you suggesting Kane Mendez would kill him?”

“I don’t remember bringing up Kane’s name at all, and frankly, I’m the one who wanted to put a knee in his groin and grind it a few times before repeating.”

He’s silent. “Agent Love.”

I’m pretty sure that’s a reprimand, but I’m not feeling all that willing to accept it right now. “I didn’t sleep last night. That comment was my version of nice today.”

“Pretend you’re undercover and the person you’re pretending to be has slept and get a better attitude.”

I bite back a smart reply about preferring my role-play to end in the pleasure this conversation is not giving me. “Did you have the conference call?”

“Yes. I did. And Kane gave us an asset by filing a lawsuit against the NYPD along with our New York City bureau, while leaving us, you, out of the picture. Therefore, you have two options: claim jurisdiction today or come home today and let the New York City bureau claim jurisdiction. There is no in-between. There is no extra time.”

“I have balls in the air I can’t let fall. I need until tomorrow to do this right.”

“You have until midnight to either tell me, or I expect you on a plane back here tomorrow. Don’t argue. You won’t win. Understand? Say ‘yes, Director’ or say ‘yes, asshole.’ Say no. It still changes nothing.”

“Yes, Director,” I bite out.

“Ah, submission. Oh how sweet it is.” He disconnects.

I grimace and slide my phone into my jacket pocket, exiting the car and crossing the yard, my fingers brushing my mother’s ivy on the exterior of the stucco as I pass. “Otherworld, Lilah,” I whisper, trying again to force myself to live in that mental zone beyond a short, intense crime scene.

I climb a dozen stone steps to reach the wide porch, where two heavy wooden rocking chairs frame the entrance left and right. Once I’m there, I reach for the door handle and hope it’s unlocked, but I hit a roadblock when it doesn’t budge. I ring the bell. A twentysomething pretty blonde in a lilac-colored velvet sweat suit and a cleavage-dipped T-shirt answers the door. “Lilah,” she greets.

“You know me?”

“I’ve seen tons of pictures. I’m Katie, the new house manager.”

“House manager,” I say, nearly choking on the laughter I hold back. “I won’t ask what that job description entails. Step aside.”

“Your father isn’t here.”

“And?”

“And I can’t—”

I step forward and come toe to toe with her, crowding her to the point that she instinctively backs up. I enter the half-moon-shaped foyer and turn to her. “Where is Jennifer, by the way?” I ask of the house manager who preceded her and practically raised me and my brother.

“I have no idea. She was gone when I started.”

“Right. I’ll just wait for my father in the other room.” I ignore the stairwell directly in front of me, which is made of the same gray wood that is beneath my feet, and cut right, walking into my father’s office. I turn and Katie is rushing toward me. “Sorry. I need to make some calls and need privacy. FBI business.” I shut the double doors and lock them.

Certain I only have a few minutes before my brother storms over here at my father’s demand that I be removed, of course, I hurry forward, round my father’s heavy mahogany desk, and sit down. My gaze lifts to the bookshelves framing a sitting area full of big, comfy furniture, and I have a mental flash of my mother curled up on one of the chairs reading while my father worked. I shake it off and reach for a drawer, only to find it locked. Knowing my father more than most might think, I stand up and walk to the bar in the corner, open the leather case that holds an expensive-ass bottle top, and remove it to grab the key. Returning to the desk, I open the drawers and start going through files, using my phone to take photos of various financial transactions, contracts with vendors, and pretty much anything I’ll want to analyze in more detail. I even take photos of all the business cards he has stuffed in a top drawer, as well as a few numbers scribbled on a pad of paper.

At twenty minutes, I know that I’ve pushed my luck, and I lock the desk and return the key to the leather box at the bar. I’m about to leave, but the forty-year-old bottle of scotch sitting on the bar works for my plan for the rest of the morning. I grab it and head for the door. Katie is sitting on the stairs and jumps up when I exit. She places herself directly under my mother’s teardrop chandelier, which bothers me for personal reasons that are likely misplaced and ridiculous. I have many things to worry about other than who my father is bending over his desk.

I walk past her and exit the door, pulling it shut behind me. I hurry down the steps and turn to the sidewalk only to find the billionaire asshole himself, Pocher, walking toward me, his Jaguar Roadster parked next to my piece-of-shit rental. “Lilah,” he greets with a smug look on his face that makes me want to punch him.

“Pocher,” I say, his navy-blue suit fitted perfectly to his slender frame, his salt-and-pepper hair sprayed to an unmovable freeze. “Do you know what they say about suits as perfect as yours?”

“They wish they could afford one?”

“Money mobsters,” I say. “At least that’s what we call you people at the agency.”

“You people? Like Kane Mendez.”

“Kane isn’t as gentle as your kind. You know that. Why are you here?”

“Your father left a file he needs for today’s charity auction here, and he’s tied up preparing for his speech. Are you joining us?”

“Since I wasn’t invited, and since I have dead bodies and money mobsters to contend with, no.” I start to step around him.

He steps in front of me. “What brings you here, Lilah?”

“I wanted to roll around on my old bed and see if I could smel

l my mother’s perfume. You remember her, right?”

His eyes narrow. “Yes. I do. You are more like her than I realized.”

“You need to step aside,” I say.

“Of course.” He rotates to allow me to pass, and I walk to my car, feeling him watch me every step of the way. I open the door and turn to find him standing in the center of the sidewalk, just staring at me. “I forgot,” I say. “I came for this, too.” I lift the bottle. “My father owed me this.”

“That’s an expensive bottle of scotch. Why’d he owe you that?”

“For putting up with you, but it’s only going to take the edge off. The pain will be right back in the morning.” I climb into the car, seal myself inside, and drive the fuck away.

Asking for favors when I feel like a bitch who wouldn’t mind having a baseball bat in hand—because my gun would be a little too extreme—isn’t easy, which is why I show up at Lucas’s door bearing gifts. I ring the bell and wait for about thirty seconds for him to answer before I start knocking. He yanks the door open, his preppy Tarzan good looks in full force today, complete with a sunburn across his nose, a snug white T-shirt, and ripped jeans.

“Must be nice to work from home and investment-bank or whatever you do,” I say.

“Or whatever I do?” he snaps. “I make a shit-ton of money for most of this town and beyond.”

“Right. Money. Lots of it.” I hold up the scotch but don’t fully allow him to see the bottle, and I step toward him. “I bring gifts, well, a gift.” He backs up and allows me to enter, and I pause in the foyer in front of him. “It’s a really good gift,” I say, presenting the front of the bottle.

He glances down at it. “Holy fuck. Forty-year single malt. You brought me a fifteen-thousand-dollar bottle of scotch?”

“Yep,” I say, heading down the hallway. “I brought us a fifteen-thousand-dollar bottle of scotch.”

The door shuts behind me. “Is there a body you want me to bury?” he calls out as I enter the living room framed by windows, the curtains drawn to display his massive egg-shaped pool. I head to the white stucco bar in the corner, grab two crystal glasses, and turn to look at him.


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