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“Got a good-lookin' surprise in there for ya, boy,” Grinder said. I knew no one had the guts to tell my pop that his much-treasured handle had new connotations in the world of dating apps. If he knew that his name was fairly synonymous with gay sex, he'd probably dig his own grave and lie in it waitin' for his body to give out. He didn’t care enough to hate a man for bein’ gay, but he wouldn’t want it as his namesake, that’s for sure.

“Oh yeah? How's that, pops?”

He held out a cig and I took it, even let him light it for me with his shaking hand. Gotta make the old man feel useful. I owed him enough.

“Ah, you'll see,” he said, a twinkle in his eye that I hadn't seen in a hot minute. I was intrigued. I could hear the boys inside, doing a bit of roaring. It probably wasn't a broad. No broads around here were worth getting excited about.

“Dutch in?” I asked.

“Ayup,” Grinder said with a scowl. He'd never say it, but my pop had no love for Dutch. Even after twenty years leading the Crusaders, and doing a good job of it, the old man still saw some jacked-up kid with eyes bigger than his stomach. Plus, I think he always wanted me to step in as VP, and when Dutch picked Blade, Grinder took it as a snub. Thought the club owed him something better than the same old shit, after his years of service. He may have raised me to be the enforcer, but he knew I could do more, and he wanted more for me. I loved him for that.

We smoked in silence for a bit. Grinder wasn't a wordy man. Don't know where I got it. My ma, I guess, though I never met her. She didn't run off or kill herself with drugs; she just got cancer. Bad luck for everyone. Pop never took another woman for more than a week or two. I grew up callin' a lot of ladies Ma.

“I'm in, then,” I said, stubbing out the smoke and clapping Grinder on the back. He grunted in acknowledgment. I stepped into the bar. Everything faded out all at once.

The first full, coherent thought I can remember having was: she’s got more freckles now.

Of course, before my mind processed that thought, it was busy processing her. Green eyes. Black hair. Looking fresh as a fuckin' springtime daisy with a smile on her face and laughter on her lips. Freckles. Fuckin' freckles. Bex Carter, the only girl to ever break my heart. Fuck me twice and shove me in a coffin, I was dead on my feet, looking at her.

She didn't notice me at first. She was chattin' with some of the old guard, those who remembered her best as a scrawny pre-teen with knobby knees and a penchant for Werther's Originals. Now, she was all woman. The tight black shirt she wore showed off her chest, looking much fuller than I remembered. And hips like the bend in a river, seamless and flowing. The kind of body an old witch puts on when she wants to seduce the young prince. The kind of body that'll drive a man half crazy.

When she finally saw me, I saw my own reaction reflected in her face. The way those perfect lips dropped open and shrank at the same time, the eyes gone wider than humanly possible, the cheeks flaming up so red it almost – almost – took care of those damn freckles.

Did I look as good to her as she did to me? I reckon I did, by that blush. I wasn't thinking of anything when I ran my hand through my hair, which was long now. Showin' off, subconsciously, I guess.

When she moved, it felt like some game had begun. Except I didn't know the rules. She came towards me, putting a smile where her look of shock had been.

“Cross,” she said. Her voice seemed deeper than I remembered. Huskier. Sexier. “It's so good to see you.”

I realized pretty quick that she was fixin’ to hug me, so I spread my arms and let her. Anything else would have been weird. She smelled like travel and wind and vanilla. She smelled like Bex. Fuckin' Bex.

“What're you doin' here, girl?” I asked, pulling away, holding her at arm's length. I studied her, she studied me. Like you get to know the player on the other end of the chessboard, so you know what move he's gonna make next.

“Ah,” her eyes slid to the side, then back to mine. Did I see some pain in there? Did it make me feel like hurting someone? “I'm in a little bit of trouble and Dutch said I could come back, cool off, and try to make some sense of it.”

“Trouble?” I dropped my arms. “What kinda trouble?”

“Ex-husband trouble,” she said, wincing away from my gaze. Shit. Those words were little bombs in my ears. I barely even heard the ex part. It was all just husband.

“You got married?”

I watched, enthralled, as a section of her perfectly red lips disappeared beneath her teeth. Is it crazy to say she'd always had adorable teeth? Small and white, like little Chiclets. I used to love running my tongue across them, all smooth and tastin' just like her...

“Ten years, Cross,” she said, voice soft, lip a little bit redder where she'd bitten it. “It was ten years.”

And whose fault was that, I thought bitterly, remembering’ her promise, the one she broke.

“I know,” I said, trying not to sound defensive and sounding defensive as hell. “I wasn't sayin' shit about it, just askin'.”

“Well, then, yeah,” she said. “But, you know...here I am. So it wasn't like it was a great decision.”

“He hit you?” I could feel something rising in my chest, something that had no right being there after so many years. Anyone who'd hurt this girl would get a quick and dirty introduction to the butt of my Colt. Anyone who even thought of layin' their filthy hands on my girl would...

Not my girl, I reminded myself. Don't need a girl, not even this one.

“No,” she said. “Not...not really.”

“Not really?”

Why was I pressing her? I didn't want to know – I didn't want to feel any worse than I already did, and I was sure to feel worse with each word from her mouth. I ought to have changed the subject. But I had to know. She sighed, blew upwards so her bangs lifted from her forehead. I remembered how she did that when she was frustrated. That was even cuter than her teeth.

“It's complicated,” she said. “He never hit me. But I almost wish he had. Then I could go to the cops. Not that I've grown any fonder of the 5-0. But Jase, he just wants to drive me crazy. He has a lot of threats. He gets pretty graphic, what he's gonna do to me. How much he hates me. What I deserve. He calls. Changed my number five times, he keeps calling. Calls every damn night, tells me he's watching, and he is. I can see him, out the window, sitting there, watching. Telling me what he's gonna do...”

“You tellin' me you're runnin' scared from some dude who talks a blue streak but ain't put his money where his mouth is?” I couldn't believe Bex, my Bex, born and raised around men who'd sooner gauge your eye out with a spoon than ask you to move out of their way, could be intimidated by some jackass mouth breather. But the minute the words came out of my mouth, I knew they were the wrong ones. Bex's face shut down, her pretty mouth screwed up like a Christmas bow: but I knew for damn sure, once she opened it, nothing sparkly and fun would come out.

“Fuck you,” she spat. Honestly, I liked the sound of it. She was still Bex, after all. “You don't know a damn thing about it. You got all this...”

She reached out, grabbed my bicep, squeezed it. Shit. Why'd she have to do that?

“...to protect you. I ain't got shit, except my Beretta, and you can't very well go shooting people for stalking you. Especially not when you're too poor to afford a lawyer. So, yeah, Cross. I'm runnin' scared from a man who never touched a hair on my head, except as a husband touches a wife.”

And again, she'd done it a-fucking-gain. Still holding my bicep, talkin' about another man touching her, a husband. Like she wanted me fired up and ready to blow. I was halfway there the minute I saw her, and she just kept inchin' me forward.

“Sorry,” I said, and brushed her hand off my arm. Had to, because the longer her little fingers stayed curled around my bicep, the more I wanted to show her what those arms could do. Like throw her against the wall, lift her like a rag doll, and hold her up while I buried myself inside her. I'd only gotten better with time, and I wanted her to learn

it. “You're right, doll. I don't get it. I don't get what it is to be a woman, and I like keepin' it that way.”

“Good,” she said, firm, nodding. “Now are you gonna get me a drink, or am I gonna have to explain that to you, too? See, when a man and a woman get together, and they've got some re-acquainting to do, it's nice to have a bit of whiskey in between them, 'cause time can leave some jagged edges, and good whiskey is very smooth.”

I smiled. She still had that poetic way about her. Poetry on her lips, and in her eyes, green as an Irish meadow. With her black hair hanging in a fringe over her forehead, she would have made a good muse for Joyce. Maybe even give him a run for his money, if she'd been born in different circumstances, where she could have blossomed.

“Darlin', you keep on explaining the whole world to me,” I said, slinging an arm around her shoulder and leading her towards the door. “We got all night, and a lot of whiskey.”

Bex

“Do you remember when we stole that telescope from the school lab and...”


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