Della shook her head, then laughed. "Okay, fine. But be nice. Jimmy needs help. "
"Eat with us," I told her.
"Cant, I have to place an order for new aprons and theres an issue with the hot-tea button on the machine. I have to get the service guy here to fix it. "
"You have to eat," I told her.
"Im eating a late lunch with Blaire," she informed me, then grinned. "Now, let me work, boss. "
I lowered my head to her ear. "Call me boss again and were gonna end up in a cleaning closet real damn fast. "
Della shoved away from me, laughing as she walked off.
I loved that girl.
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Blaire had called and asked me to have lunch with her that day. I hadnt spoken to her since the incident with Angelina except for the few times Id seen her with Rush around the club. It was odd because I felt like we had a bond now that wed faced down Angelina together. Shed been my hero that night. She made me want to be tough. I wasnt tough and I wanted to be so bad.
I walked out of Woodss old office, which hed moved me into and told me to decorate any way I wanted. Blaire was headed toward me.
"You even have an office now," Blaire said, smiling brightly. I had to admit I loved having an office. Specifically this office. I had many good memories there. I didnt intend to change anything about it.
"Yes, I feel very official," I replied.
"Good. Im glad Woods has you. Youre perfect for him. "
I didnt agree with her. He could have done better---so much better---but I was working toward being good enough. Strong enough. Tough enough.
"Ready for lunch?" I asked, wanting to change the subject.
"Im starving. Nate isnt sleeping as much as he used to. He keeps me busy but its wonderful. Downside is, I dont have a lot of time to eat. When Rush is home he helps out a ton and makes sure I have time to eat. Anyway, Im ready for a baby-free meal. "
Nate was Rush and Blaires baby boy. He was an adorable mixture of the two of them. I didnt normally think guys with piercings and that rough rock star look were attractive, but Rush Finlay holding a baby in his arms was very nice to look at.
"Is Rush with Nate now?" I asked as we walked to the dining room.
"Yes. Theyre going fishing, which means Nate is going to sit on a blanket and eat sand, if he can get to the edge of the blanket, and Rush is going to fish for about five minutes before realizing he cant fish and watch Nate at the same time. Then hell stop fishing and theyll sit at the edge of the water and let their feet get wet. "
The happiness in Blaires voice was unmistakable. Rush Finlay made her happy. She made him happy. That was what I had with Woods but it was different. Rush could leave her alone with their baby and not worry about her zoning out and getting lost in her head. He could love her and not worry that his baby would inherit her mental illness. Their love was easy. It was the kind that would go the distance. What Woods and I had wasnt.
Every time I saw Rush holding his baby, I wanted that for Woods. The proud look in his eyes and joy on his face. I couldnt give him that.
"You okay?" Blaires voice broke into my thoughts and I forced a smile.
"Im sorry. Work on the brain. I promise to shut it off and be a good lunch date," I assured her.
"As long as its work thats causing that distressed look on your face," Blaire replied, sounding like she didnt believe me.
I hadnt been brave enough to talk to my best friend, Braden, about this. She loved me fiercely and thought I could do no wrong. She also thought I could be a mother and stable wife. She lived in a fairy tale that I didnt allow myself to step into. Would Blaire be the same way, or would she see my side and understand my fears?
The hostess snapped to attention when she saw me and led us to Woodss table. He had told the staff in the dining room that his table should be available at my convenience.
"Oh, we get the good table," Blaire said, grinning, as we sat down. "I guess youre the boss now, too. "
"Woods made a big deal out of them always seating me here. " I felt myself blush and Blaire laughed.
"Thats sweet," she said.
I wasnt sure how to respond to that. It was sweet. Woods was always sweet. He was impossible to get mad at. Even when he deserved it. Like when he made the new server, Ken, almost pee his pants for talking to me.
Jimmy came strutting out of the kitchen, grinning at us.
"Looks like were going to get special service, too," I said, nodding my head toward Jimmy.
"Well, hello, my beauties. I didnt know I was gonna get this lucky today," he said with a southern drawl that made most women drool over him.
"Hello, Jimmy," Blaire said.
"You broke loose from baby duty, I see," he teased.
"Its never a duty," she replied.
"Sweet tea for both of you?" he asked.
"Sparkling mineral water for me," Blaire told him.
His eyebrows shot up and then he laughed. "Well look at Alabama getting all sophisticated with her water choices. Damn, baby girl, I remember when you drank water out of the tap. "
Blaire laughed. "Its better for the baby than soda or tea. Thats all. "
"Mmm-hmm, next youre gonna be ordering sushi with that raw shit in it," he said, shaking his finger at her. Then he shot us both a wink and turned to head back to the kitchen.
"Hes a mess," Blaire said with fondness in her tone.
"Yes he is, but he runs the kitchen so well. I dont know what wed do without him. "
Blaire leaned back in her seat and crossed her legs. "Youd beg and plead with him to come back. Thats what youd do. "
She knew exactly how important he was. She had once been a server there, too. Jimmy had been her first friend in Rosemary. The story went that she came into town looking for her daddy and found her daddys new wifes son instead. Rush Finlay wasnt a fan of her father and disliked her on the spot. But he let her live in the maids room while she worked for Woods and made some money until her dad got back from France with Rushs mom.
Rush treated her poorly but ended up falling for her against his will. They had more pain to work through in the end and a lie that tore them apart. I wouldnt have believed any of it seeing them now, but Bethy had told me all about it. Shed been Blaires friend through it all.
"Did my gun effectively run off the wicked witch, or did Woods do that?" Blaire asked.
"I think it was your gun and the fact that she was scared of what Woods would do once he found out. She left that night and we havent seen or heard from her since. Mrs. Kerrington isnt very happy with Woods about the whole thing. She blames him for her leaving. "
"Youre welcome to tell her that it was all me," Blaire said with a smile.
"Thank you, but I dont think it will matter. She doesnt approve of me. She wants Angelina for Woods. "
Blaire sighed. "I understand that. I have a mother-in-law who hates me so badly she hasnt even seen her only grandchild. "
Blaire was poised and beautiful. She wasnt dealing with something like a mental illness, so you would think her mother-in-law would have loved her. But she represented something to Rushs mother that couldnt ever go away. It was part of the dark past she shared with Blaires dad.
"I heard Rushs dad was in town last week visiting Nate," I said, remembering how the entire club had talked nonstop about the drummer from Slacker Demon being in town. He was a legend, just like the rock band he was a part of.
"Yes. Dean is a wonderful grandfather. It is a bit surreal to see him cuddling with Nate and singing to him. Nate adores the man. I love to watch Rushs face while he witnesses his dad with his son. It brings me to tears every time. "
"I would imagine that is special," I replied. I didnt have parents who would see any child I might have one day. If I ever felt safe enough to have a child.
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