By the time I started hearing chaotic thoughts, I was a teenager, and smart enough to know it wasn't something to tell my parents. But it wasn't easy. After a breakdown in my senior year, I'd spent weeks in a private facility.
When I'd gone looking for answers, I asked enough questions in the right places for a group of half-demons to find me. I learned what I was and, with that, found some peace. As far as my family knew, though, I'd simply outgrown my problems. There were friends and extended family members who disagreed--I was a tabloid reporter in a family of doctors and lawyers, and after a brief stint in Los Angeles last year, I'd returned to the same small college town outside Philadelphia where I'd grown up, and lived in a condo owned by my mother. Not exactly a "success" by Adams family standards. But to my mother, I was happy and healthy and after the hell I'd gone through, that was all that mattered. And if she was satisfied, then there was no need to burden her with the truth.
So I called, gave her my story, canceled our lunch date and promised to phone again the next day.
DRESSED IN A deep orange cowl-necked top and flouncy tiered miniskirt, I strolled up to an ugly rear service door and rapped, ready to present myself to my new associates.
Getting their attention wasn't that easy, as it turned out, and my knuckles were raw by the time the door swung open. But it was worth the wait.
I've never been one to swoon over hot guys, and I blamed it on elevation sickness from my new three-inch heels, but when that door opened all I could do was stare. He was average height, average weight, average build...and above-average gorgeous, with collar-length black curls, copper skin, deep-set, hooded green eyes and a grin that sucked my rehearsed introduction right out of my head.
I recovered after a split-second of gawking, fast enough to realize he hadn't noticed my reaction. He was too busy doing his own appraisal, that gorgeous smile making me as giddy as any chaos vibe.
"I hate to say it," he said, "but the club doesn't open for another hour, and you'll need to go in the front entrance."
"I'm here to see Guy."
"Oh?" Another notch on the smile. "In that case, come on in."
He moved back. As I stepped forward, though, he blocked my path, stopping so close I could feel his breath on the top of my head.
"Almost forgot. I'll need the password."
I looked up at him. "Password?"
He leaned against the open door. "Or handshake. I'm supposed to get the password, but I'd settle for the secret handshake."
"Let the girl in, for God's sake," said a voice behind him.
A woman appeared. Her tight black jeans and Doc Martens clashed with her Donna Karan blouse. Dyed black hair pulled back in a simple ponytail. Nostril and lip holes with no jewelry in them. Simple makeup, but a heavy hand with the eyeliner. She looked like a Goth trying to play it straight, and failing.
She waved me into the darkness beyond. "Ignore him. He's practicing for a new career as a comedian, which will come in handy when we kick his ass out of the door." She turned to him. "Go get Sonny and track down Rodriguez. Guy wants to talk to him."
His gaze hadn't left me. "Do I get an introduction first?"
"Later. If you're lucky. Now move." She led me through a curtain into a lit storeroom. "Speaking of introductions, you are...?"
I thought she'd know, but presumed she was testing me. "Faith. Faith Edmonds."
"The Expisco? Thank God. Guy almost had a fit when he learned we had a shot at an Expisco and might get a witch instead. But rules are rules, and the girl was the niece of a contact, so we had to give her a shot." She extended her hand. "Bianca, Guy's second-in-command."
She opened a door and we stepped into the club.
I know horror films always take place in dilapidated old mansions with creaky stairs and hidden passages, but for spooky places, I'd nominate a dance club before the doors open at night.
When the music's playing, clubs have an energy that's undeniable--the heat of strangers crowding together, the pulsing beat interrupted by the occasional squeal of drunken delight, the sometimes sickening blend of perfume and sweet drinks and hastily wiped up vomit. If you're not in the mood, it can seem like the ninth pit of Hell, but you still can't deny the life of it. Walking through this club now was like creeping through a cemetery.
My footsteps and voice didn't echo through the cavernous emptiness, but were swallowed by top-notch acoustics. Emergency lighting was the only illumination, too dim to even cast shadows. The overamped air-conditioning raised goose bumps on my arms and legs. The smell of cleaning chemicals barely covered the mildew from drinks spilled on the carpeted upper level. The only sound was the slow thump-thump-thump of music in a distant room, thudding like a dying heart.
Bianca was saying something ahead of me.
"Sorry. I missed that."
"I said crew members don't officially work i
n the club, but you could be called on to serve drinks or help behind the bar if we're short-staffed. Everyone's expected to do their part. Is that okay with you?"
I could tell by Bianca's tone--friendly but firm--that this wasn't open to negotiation.