"Speak to you?" I said. "Why would he--?"
"A business matter," Gabriel said. "It will only take a moment."
"What possible business--?"
"I hired him," James said. "To look after you."
I stared at James. "What?"
"I can explain later," Gabriel said. "I've been trying to contact Mr. Morgan to discuss the matter--"
"What matter?"
James turned to me. "After we talked the last time, I spoke to him, hoping to contact you. He convinced me not to."
"What?"
Gabriel's face stayed expressionless. "If you failed to provide him with your new contact information, I could presume you didn't wish to speak to him. I merely reiterated that--"
James stepped toward him. "You told me she needed time to herself and I should respect that, but in the meantime, since I was obviously concerned, you would act as go-between."
"I did not say--" Gabriel began.
"You agreed to persuade her to speak to me while monitoring the situation."
I gaped at Gabriel. "You told him--?"
"No, he misunderstood the nature--"
"There's no goddamned misunderstanding, Walsh," James said. "You promised to persuade Liv to speak to me. And you promised to look out for her. For a fee."
I stared at Gabriel, and as I did, I knew James was telling the truth. Of course he was. James always did . . . and Gabriel did not. Yet I still stared, looking for something--anything--in Gabriel's face to tell me this wasn't true.
"It wasn't quite like that," Gabriel said finally.
"Not quite like that?" I said. "What part's wrong? The one where you took money to act as a romantic go-between and did nothing? Oh, no, wait--you did do something. When I flirted with Ricky Gallagher, you did your damnedest to stop it."
"Who's Ricky?" James asked.
"Or was it the part where you came crawling back after I fired your ass? When you acted like you really wanted to work together again, while all you were really thinking about was the money James was paying you?"
"Olivia, you know that isn't--"
"At Evans's house, you said you would have left me in that basement."
As I spoke the words, I could smell the place--the slightly musty stink overlaid with lemon laundry detergent and blood. Gabriel's blood. He'd been badly injured, and we'd escaped to the basement, only to discover he wouldn't fit out the window. He'd told me to leave him. When I refused, he said if the situation was reversed, he'd leave me, and I'd told him it didn't matter. I would stay. I had stayed.
I continued. "But you wouldn't have abandoned
me to my fate, would you? Because you were being paid to protect me."
"That's not--"
"The whole goddamned time, you were being paid to protect me!" My voice rang out along the street, and James moved forward, his hand going to my arm, but I stepped away and looked at Gabriel. "That's why you stayed the other night. Why you were so goddamned insistent that I get a security system, and I thought, I actually thought . . ."
I couldn't finish. I wouldn't humiliate myself like that.
"Olivia." Gabriel lowered his voice. "I can explain this. Give me five minutes. Please."