The line went dead before I could argue. I shook my head and ran to catch up with Kari.
School. Not much to say about it. People think art schools must be different, all that creative energy simmering, classes full of happy kids, even the Goths as close to happy as their tortured souls will allow. They figure art schools must have less peer pressure and bullying. After all, most kids there are the ones who get bullied in other schools.
It's true that stuff like that isn't bad at A. R. Gurney High, but when you put kids together, no matter how similar they seem, lines are drawn. Cliques form. Instead of jocks and geeks and nobodies, you get artists and musicians and actors.
As a theater arts student, I was lumped in with the actors, where talent seemed to count less than looks, poise, and verbal ability. I didn't turn heads, and I scored a fat zero on the last two. On a popularity scale, I ranked a perfectly mediocre five. The kind of girl nobody thinks a whole lot about.
But I'd always dreamed of being in art school, and it was as cool as I'd imagined. Better yet, my father had promised that I could stay until I graduated, no matter how many times we moved. That meant for the first time in my life, I wasn't the “new girl. ” I'd started at A. R. Gurney as a freshman, like everyone else. Just like a normal kid. Finally.
That day, though, I didn't feel normal. I spent the morning thinking about that boy on the street. There were plenty of logical explanations. I'd been staring at his lunch box, so I'd misjudged where he'd been running. He'd jumped into a waiting car at the curb. Or swerved at the last second and vanished into the crowd.
That made perfect sense. So why did it still bug me?
“Oh, come on,” Miranda said as I rooted through my locker at lunchtime. “He's right there. Ask him if he's going to the dance. How tough can that be?”
''Leave her alone,“ Beth said. She reached over my shoulder, grabbed my bright yellow lunch bag from the top shelf, and dangled it. ”Don't know how you can miss this, Chloe. It's practically neon. "
“She needs a stepladder to see that high,” Kari said.
I banged her with my hip, and she bounced away, laughing.
Beth rolled her eyes. “Come on, people, or we'll never get a table. ”
We made it as far as Brent's locker before Miranda elbowed me. “Ask him, Chloe. ”
She mock-?whispered it. Brent glanced over… then quickly looked away. My face heated and I clutched my lunch bag to my chest.
Kari's long, dark hair brushed my shoulder. “He's a jerk,” she whispered. “Ignore him. ”
“No, he's not a jerk. He just doesn't like me. Can't help that. ”
“Here,” Miranda said. “I'll ask him for you. ”
“No!” I grabbed her arm. “P-?please. ”
Her round face screwed up in disgust. “God, you can be such a baby. You're fifteen, Chloe. You have to take matters into your own hands. ”
“Like phoning a guy until his mother tells you to leave him alone?” Kari said.
Miranda only shrugged. “That's Rob's mother. He never said it. ”
“Yeah? You just keep telling yourself that. ”
That set them off for real. Normally, I'd have jumped in and made them quit, but I was still upset over Miranda's embarrassing me in front of Brent.
Kari, Beth, and I used to talk about guys, but we weren't totally into them. Miranda was—she'd had more boyfriends than she could name. So when she started hanging with us, it suddenly became really important to have a guy we liked. I worried enough about being immature, and it didn't help that she'd burst out laughing when I'd admitted I'd never been on a real date. So I invented a crush. Brent.
I figured I could just name a guy I liked and that would be enough. Not a chance. Miranda had outed me—telling him I liked him. I'd been horrified. Well, mostly. There'd also been a little part of me that hoped he'd go “Cool. I really like Chloe, too. ” Not a chance. Before, we used to talk in Spanish class sometimes. Now he sat two rows away, like I'd suddenly developed the world's worst case of BO.
We'd just reached the cafeteria when someone called my name. I turned to see Nate Bozian jogging toward me, his red hair like a beacon in the crowded hall. He bumped into a senior, grinned an apology, and kept coming.
“Hey,” I said as he drew near.
“Hey yourself. Did you forget Petrie rescheduled film club for lunchtime this week? We're discussing avant-?garde. I know you love art films. ”
I fake gagged.
“I'll send your regrets, then. And I'll tell Petrie you aren't interested in directing that short either. ”
“We're deciding that today?”
Nate started walking backward. “Maybe. Maybe not. So I'll tell Petrie—”
“Gotta run,” I said to my friends and hurried to catch up with him.
The film club meeting started backstage as always, where we'd go through business stuff and eat lunch. Food wasn't allowed in the auditorium.
We discussed the short, and I was on the list for directors—the only freshman who'd made the cut. After, as everyone else watched scenes from avant-?garde films, I mulled through my options for an audition tape. I snuck out before it ended and headed back to my locker.
My brain kept whirring until I was halfway there. Then my stomach started acting up again, reminding me that I'd been so excited about making the short list that I'd forgotten to eat.
I'd left my lunch bag backstage. I checked my watch. Ten minutes before class. I could make it.
Film club had ended. Whoever left the auditorium last had turned out the lights, and I didn't have a clue how to turn them on, especially when finding the switch would require being able to see it. Glow-?in-?the-?dark light switches. That's how I'd finance my first film. Of course, I'd need someone to actually make them. Like most directors, I was more of an idea person.
I picked my way through the aisles, bashing my knees twice. Finally my eyes adjusted to the dim emergency lights, and I found the stairs leading backstage. Then it got tougher.
The backstage dissolved into smaller areas curtained off for storage and makeshift dressing rooms. There were lights, but someone else had always turned them on. After feeling around the nearest wall and not finding a switch, I gave up. The faint glow of more emergency lights let me see shapes. Good enough.
Still, it was pretty dark. I'm afraid of the dark. I had some bad experiences as a child, imaginary friends who lurked in dark places and scared me. I know that sounds weird. Other kids dream up playmates—I imagined bogeymen.
The smell of greasepaint told me I was in the dressing area, but the scent, mingled with the unmistakable odor of mothballs and old costumes, didn't calm me the way it usually did.
Three more steps and I did let out a shriek as fabric billowed around me. I'd stumbled into a curtain. Great. Exactly how loud had I screamed? I really hoped these walls were soundproof.
I swept my hand over the scratchy polyester until I found the opening and parted the curtains. Ahead, I could make out the lunch table. Something yellow sat on the top. My bag?
The makeshift hall seemed to stretch before me, yawning into darkness. It was the perspective—the two curtained sides angled inward, so the hall narrowed. Interesting illusion, especially for a suspense film. I'd have to remember that.
Thinking about the corridor as a movie set calmed my nerves. I framed the shot, the bounce of my step adding a jerkiness that would make the scene more immediate, putting the viewer in the head of our protagonist, the foolish girl making her way toward the strange noise.
Something thumped. I started, and my shoes squeaked and that noise made me jump higher. I rubbed the goose bumps on my arms and tried to laugh. Okay, I did say strange noise, didn't I? Cue the sound effects, please.
Another noise. A rustling. So we had rats in our spooky corridor, did we? How clichéd. Time to turn off my galloping imagination and focus. Direct the scene
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