I stared into his eyes. “I want to deal. I just don’t know how.”
He kissed me then.
For half a second, I thought I might scream.
Instead, I moaned.
And felt so, so guilty.
God, I moaned into his kiss. And the image of Pavel dying slowly began to fade in my mind.
Replaced by a desire for Leo so powerful that I knew I couldn’t hold it back.
All the anger, the sadness, the fear, it all came spilling back out of me, through my kiss. He ran his hands through my hair and tightened his grip, pulling me closer against his lips. I tasted his tongue and let his other hand roam down my back in slow, graceful circles.
I groaned. I couldn’t help it.
I felt so wrong and so good. It drove me wild.
“I can help you,” he said, voice rough. “I can make you feel better, if you let me. If you let go and let me.”
“I want it.”
“Good.” He pushed me back and knelt down in front of me. I gasped and propped myself up on my elbows, staring at him open-mouthed. He wasn’t gentle as he took my pants off, stripping me down and tossing them aside.
He kissed my inner thigh, licked my skin, and ran his hands up my stomach, up my shirt, to tease my breasts.
I tossed my head back as he moved his hands back down and shoved my legs wider.
His tongue felt like heaven. Even gentle, even slow, it felt like fire and passion. He teased me with his fingers first, spreading me wide, then circled the tip of his tongue around my clit. I moaned, unable to help myself. I felt so wrong, so good.
I gave myself to him.
“That’s right,” he said as his fingers teased me some more then slid deep inside. “You need to feel good again. I need to remind you what it’s like to feel alive. Tell me you want me to lick this pussy, suck your clit nice and slow until you come on my lips. Tell me you want it.”
“I want it.”
“Tell me you need it.”
“I need it.”
He pressed his fingers deeper. “Tell me you’ll do what I want, when I say it.”
“I’ll do it.” I moaned again, breathing hard. Sweat beaded on my skin. His eyes were liquid fire and so beautiful.
He began to lick me again. This time, he went faster, tongue lapping me up, lips sucking me softly. I grabbed his hair with one hand and rolled my hips against his mouth. He went with my pace, sucking me, licking me, his fingers sliding inside to fuck me before pulling back out.
All the horror went away. Pavel, my family, everything disappeared. It didn’t matter anymore.
There was only Leo, his lips on my clit, his fingers on my pussy.
“Oh, god,” I whispered. “Oh my god, yes.”
“I know what you need. I know when you need it. Even if you think you’re some mystery, you’re not, little birdie. I can read you like a book and take you, open you up, use you whenever I please. I’m tired of pretending like you’re some fragile little thing.”
He pressed his fingers in deep. I gasped, eyes wide, wiggled my hips.
“Yeah? Tell me.”
He smirked. “You’re not breakable. You’re not soft. You’re a gorgeous fuckpot that wants my thick cock between her legs. You want me to take you, use you, fuck you and make you come. You want it rough and deep and you’ll do whatever you have to do to feel good. If I tell you to ride my cock with your soaking little cunt, you’ll do it. I want to hear you say you’ll do it.”
“I’ll do whatever you want.”
“That’s right. That’s my good girl.” He licked me again, faster, faster, sucking and teasing and god, it felt too good.
I threw my head back and lost myself. I couldn’t think, couldn’t breathe. There were only his hands, his tongue, his lips. It drove me wild, right up to the point of orgasm, and held me there. I lingered on the abyss, lingered in pleasure, for so long it felt like I’d stay there forever. He kept me going and I kept saying his name, whispering it, chanting it. “Leo, oh, god, Leo.” My muscles tensed, spasmed. My back arched. Sweat ran down between my breasts.
And I finally came against his beautiful mouth. He lapped me up, greedy and incredible. I grabbed his hair hard and pulled it, not caring if it hurt him. It didn’t even make him pause as he licked me right through my orgasm, sucking my clit nice and hard, making me laugh and moan like I’d gone insane.
Slowly it began to fade and I fell back to Earth. I realized my ears were ringing and my vision had gone black. I fell backwards onto the bed, breathing hard. He kissed me, licked me, then stood up and looked down at me.