My stomach knots. What the hell?
“Your little sister…” she taunts.
I grab her arm and pull her away from the doors, shoving her into the wall. “You shut up about that shit,” I whisper, seething down at her. “I never want to hear about it again.”
“You threw me on the ground and tried to take off my clothes…”
I rear back, running my hand through my hair. What the fuck? I thought we were okay. Why is she doing this?
“I didn’t want you,” she continues to fucking talk, “but you forced your mouth on me anyway.”
Taking her by the wrist, I pull her into the kitchen, her bare feet stumbling across the hardwood floors. I force her into the wall and glare down at her.
“I would never have done anything,” I growl, no longer keeping my shit to a whisper. “I would never have hurt you!”
“I know.”
She answers so quickly and so easily that I hesitate, because I expected her to argue.
She knows. She knew.
Well, at least there’s that. But still… She can’t compare Christiane to me. We’re not the same. Yes, I made enough mistakes to last a lifetime, but I’m not a bad parent, and that’s just about the worst thing you can be.
And she was bad for twenty-three consecutive years. Not only did she completely abandon her child, but she put me in the hands of people who were evil.
I made my mistakes when I was young. When I was angry. When I was…alone.
I’m not those things anymore.
What does Christiane have to say for herself, huh?
“And I know you never will hurt me,” Rika tells me, her eyes soft and glistening. “I trust you. So, trust me.”
I narrow my eyes, part of me wanting to give her what she wants. It’s only fair, and I want to trust her.
But she’s too good at getting what she wants out of me. Of sacrificing her queen to get my king.
We stare at each other, her words hanging in the air, but then I hear a ringing, and she raises her fingers to her ear, tapping on her earpiece.
“Erika Fane,” she answers the phone, holding my eyes. “Charles, so nice to hear from you.”
A glint hits her eyes, and I stand up straight, but she stays glued to the wall, watching me as she talks.
“Yes, my assistant sent the itinerary. I can’t wait.” She smiles.
I slowly release the knots in my stomach, calming my breathing as I wait for her.
Charles…itinerary… She’s been busy, trying to finish her degree and mayor the town. It’s impressive, though. Putting her into position was one of the better ideas I’ve ever had.
“Oh, rest assured our future alumni are in good hands,” she tells whoever she’s talking to. “I’ll be there early.” She laughs as I hear a male voice on the other end. “Oh, yeah, you know me. Overprepared every time.”
I watch her, graceful and well-spoken. A true player.
“No, Michael is in London,” she tells him. “But keep his seat open.” She eyes me. “I might still be escorted.”
I almost snort. As in moi?
Bitch just took my king. She knows I want this. Escorting her to a function in Thunder Bay. Making a public appearance at a respectable event. Having my wife, my kids, and my sisters around me as I slowly build my family and our world, so that when my kid—my children—are old enough to remember, they won’t know it was any other way.