Will sniffled at my side, feigning heartbreak, and I jerked my chin at him.
“Go. Both of you,” I told them. “Get out of here.”
He laughed as Banks walked around my bed toward the door.
“We’ll be back with food,” Will called out, leaving the room with her.
I hadn’t meant to fall asleep again, but one minute I was looking over at Winter, knowing why she’d chosen to distance herself all the way over on the other bed instead of curl up on mine, but I was still relieved she decided to stay at all.
What a fucking mess. Every time something good happened…
I needed to take her to Maine. Out in the woods, away from everyone else, no WiFi. Maybe then we’d get some time.
The curtain was drawn again between us, the nurse probably pulling it closed for privacy or to not wake Winter, and I sat up in bed, noticing a brown bag on the tray and some clothes on the chair.
Had Banks and Will already come and gone?
I grabbed the bag, opening it. Looking inside, I inhaled the scent of Marina’s piroshki and groaned as my stomach rumbled. Grabbing one of the buns, I popped it in my mouth and ate it before tearing off the sheet and swinging my legs over the side.
“Winter,” I said, not bothering to whisper.
She didn’t respond and I didn’t see her move behind the curtain.
My body ached like hell, but I forced myself to stand anyway, stretching and rotating limbs to wake them up.
Reaching over, I whipped the curtain aside, the rings sliding across the track, but when I looked at the bed, it was empty.
Where was she?
“Winter?” I called.
Was she in the bathroom?
I tried to walk, but the cords attached to me stretched taut. Reaching down, I pulled all the plugs out of the wall, yanked off my monitors, and slid out my IV, a stream of blood following and spilling onto the floor.
“Fuck,” I mouthed.
Walking over to the chair, I stripped off the gown and pulled on some jeans Banks brought, a T-shirt, and shoes and socks.
“Winter?” I called again.
I looked around, not seeing a clock or my cell phone. I couldn’t remember where I’d left it, but it was dark outside, so I knew it was late. Or really early.
Stepping across the room to the bathroom, I knocked on the door, straightening my back and not feeling as sore as I thought I would be. Will was right, I guessed. It wasn’t that serious.
When there was no answer, I opened the door, not finding her in the bathroom, either.
I opened the door to the room and entered the hallway, looking both ways for Winter or a nurse.
“Hello?” I called.
Where was everyone?
All the doors were closed, the corridor was dark, and the only light I could see was from a desk up on the right.
I headed up to it, finding the chairs behind the nurses’ station empty.
“Hello!” I shouted, getting pissed off.