“Because it’s not a convenience to them,” I shot back, growing stronger. “It’s their normal, because their frame of reference is different than yours was growing up. And we’ll say it’s a convenience when our children have things we didn’t. But again, that won’t be a convenience to them, either. It will be their normal.”
Damon and Will remained unmoving at my side.
“And furthermore,” I went on, “this discussion isn’t useful, because it won’t change anything. You’re angry, because your generation has given mine advances in technology and then blame us for the altered reality? Where’s the accountability?”
Will breathed out a quiet laugh next to me, while the rest of the room, including Damon, sat silently, as if waiting for whatever was next.
Professor Cain peered up at me, narrowing his eyes as the heavy silence wrapped around the room like a rubber band, making it smaller and smaller and smaller.
I felt like everyone was looking at me.
But as I waited for my skin to heat up with shame, it didn’t. Instead, my skin buzzed with adrenaline, and I had to hold back a smile as I stared at the professor.
This feels good.
Maybe it was the bullshit with Damon and Will or the run-ins with Michael, but the end of my rope was in my hand, and I was grasping for threads. I just decided to let go.
I didn’t drop my eyes. I didn’t blush. I didn’t apologize.
I owned it.
Crossing my arms over my chest, I sat back.
“She asked you a question,” Damon spoke up, making Cain’s face fall.
I blinked in surprise. What was he doing?
But Cain didn’t respond, merely straightened his back and walked back around his desk.
“Let’s think about that for next time, everyone,” he called out, plastering a smile on his face for the class as he evaded the discussion. “And don’t forget the reading assignment posted on my website. Have that ready for Wednesday.”
The class began to rise, and I didn’t hesitate. I grabbed my iPad, hurrying to make my escape, but Damon stopped me, getting in my face as he rose from his seat.
“No one fucks with you but us,” he warned with a sinister smile.
And I steeled my jaw, stuffing my belongings in my bag and shooting out of my chair.
All that time away, everything they’d lost, and this is what they indulge in when they come back? Me?
I slung my bag over my shoulder and glared at him. “Your sense of humor sucks,” I gritted out in an angry whisper. “It’s a little early for Devil’s Night pranks. If you ever threaten my mother again, even if it’s just joking, I’ll call the police.”
I turned to leave, but he hooked the back of my neck, and I came crashing into his chest. I gasped, my breaths shaking as students continued to filter out, seeming oblivious to what was happening.
“Who said I was kidding?” he whispered against my cheekbone.
I felt a body press into my back, and I knew it was Will caging me in.
I looked up at Damon, hardening my gaze. “What do you want?” I challenged. “Huh?”
He licked his lips, and I felt Will’s breath on my neck.
“Whatever it is,” he taunted, “I think I’m getting it.”
But I shook my head, feigning boredom. “A child can pick the legs off a spider,” I sneered. “What else you got?”
His eyes narrowed on me. “You’re going to be a lot of fun, Rika.”
He released me, and I immediately shoved him away, turning and pushing past Will. Hurrying up the stairs, I brushed past the other students to get away and barged out the door and into the hallway.